You Found Me (Blue Blood Fanfic)(Completed)

{2} Safe and sound

I found myself laying on my couch, I tried sleeping all night but no matter what I did or what I tried sleep wasn't an option at all.

Work? I rather wish I could stay home and sleep and just sleep, I rather not going to work or family dinner, which I don't plan on it.

I always worked 24/7, I never once bailed on my work but now I found myself doing it, I just want everything to stop.

A knock came from my door, I got up and walked to the door, and looked out of the small hole on the door. It was Peter Stone.

"Katelyn? Can I come in? I know your home." I heard Peters voice say, I sighed as I unlocked my door opening it up.

I shut the door once he came in, I titled my head up looking at him. "How can I help you?" I said as I walked over to the couch and sat down I look like shit I know it.

"Where's James?" Peter asked looking at my face, I just know that's he's looking at my face making me more uncomfortable then I already am.

I closed my eyes at the thought of his name, it just wants to make me cry, and scream at the same time, I sighed and laid back.

"He's working, you know..."My eyes drifted off to the side. I was never scared of being with James, what made me scared was to even get close with someone.

"54th precinct right?" Peter asked as he took his brief case and stood up. I nodded my head and watched Peter leave.

• • •

I walked into my work place, the Special Victims Unit. Eyes turned to me. I ignored all the looks and sat down at my desk, it was better then being home.

"Glad to have you back Reagan." My coworker Finn said as he patted me on my back, I smiled.

"Thank you Finn." I hugged him softly, Finn I knew since I first started here a few years ago he always made me feel safe.

"Reagan! My office now!" I heard Lieutenant Benson said, I got up and made my way into her office.

I sat on the couch that was backed against the window looking into the squad room, as she mentioned me too.

"So Peter came to talk to me today, he's worried about you Katelyn." I sighed and I rolled my eyes.

"I'm fine Liv, truly I don't know why he's worrying so much."  She raised her eyebrow.

"Your fine?!" She started to raise her voice. "Have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately? Because that does not look like fine. Katelyn whoever is doing this to you is unacceptable. Come here." She said standing up. "I want you to look in the mirror."

I stood up and went to where she was in front of the mirror, she stood behind me and I looked in it. Who am I? I don't even know right now.

"Do you see this? Do you! Look at yourself this isn't the Katelyn I know." Tears ran down my face once she said that. "Your a victim of abuse."

"No I'm not! Okay! I'm not a victim. This was my fault I deserved it!" I shouted, as tears rolled down my whole face.

"You deserved it? Do you hear yourself. Do your hear what your saying?"

I nodded as I ran her out of her office, and out of the building. I can't be me, I just can't no more.

• • •

"Detective Reagan how can I help you?" Detective Baker said as I faced her, she opened her mouth but I shook my head meaning don't say anything.

"Is my dad here?"

"You can go in his office he's there." She said opening the door for me, I walked inside and she shut it behind me.

"Before you even say anything don't." I sat down in the brown leather chair in front of his desk. "Olivia already talked to me about it."

"Your not a punching bag someone just can't take there angry out on you Katelyn!" My father said raising his voice.

"Okay dad well they did! And-and-I'm sorry that I'm afraid to speak up!" I yelled having enough.