Come Read My Brain

With You (Song)

I'm fighting myself to be myself

The person you talk to isn't me

I struggle on the inside

To find the words I need to speak

I wish I could tell you it'll be just fine

I wish that in a few years we could watch the tide

I wish that we could stroll around on the beach

I wish that I didn't hate myself I wish that I could be

Me

I don't wanna have my doubts

I don't want to catch you by surprise

I don't want to break your heart

or fill it with lies

I want love and you enough

That I hope I'll make it out

I hope my futures clear enough with you

I won't need the doubt

I'm tired of the lies I tell

I'm tired of the lack of sleep

I wish I didn't struggle on the inside

So much, that it is sometimes hard to speak

I wish I could tell you it'll be alright

I wish that we could see the light

Out of this tunnel, I dug myself

I hope that I can still call you mine

I hope I do not fuck up- the best thing that's happened to me

(I hate myself, I love myself)

I would run to you- anytime that you need

(No matter the time no matter the day)

I don't wanna have my doubts

I don't want to catch you by surprise

I don't want to break your heart

or fill it with lies