Kiss me hard before you go (#Wattys2015)

CHAPTER 29 (You own me)

“Kahit dextrose pinipigilan tayo sa sexy time.” I teased him and he made lie on the bed while he’s on top. I giggled again when he gave me feather-light kisses on my neck. I roamed around his perfectly toned arms, then caressed his rock-hard abs.

“I love your abs.” Then he kissed me on the lips.

“Abs lang? Sana naging abs na lang pala ako.” Then he smirked. I placed my hands on his face and pulled him closer. I kissed his nose at namula ang mukha niya. I love seeing him blush just like that. Pakiramdam ko kasi kinikilig siya nang sobra sa akin.

“Eh I already said that I love all of you. I love you, Andrei. Pagselosan ba ang abs mo, eh eh ikaw rin naman yan. I love every inch of you and I guess I just have to accept that I am so addicted.”

“Talaga? Don’t you ever take that back, or else talagang aanakan kita para walang takas at pakakasalan mo ako. I want you to marry me, and I want to live the rest of my life with you. Please.” Then he pouted habang nakapatong sa akin.

“Wala namang singsing.” Then I raise my eyebrow.

“Wag mo akong hamunin ng singsing, kasi iyang leather bag sa right side mo may Cartier dyan na box. It’s an engagement ring I ordered personally para sayo. Please marry me.” I laughed so hard. Natutuwa ako sa itsura habang nagpo-propose. Pakiramdam ko he’s desperate to make me agree.

“Engr. Andrei Marco Falcon, ikaw lang ang nagpropose na nakapatong sa babaeng inaaya niyang magpakasal. Proposal pero mukhang aanakan mo na agad ako.” I giggled.

“Grabe ka, I’m serious about you. Please say yes.” Umalis siya sa pagkakapatong sa akin at inabot ang kanyang leather bag. He pulled out a navy blue velvet box with the name ‘Cartier’ on it. I gasped. Akala ko joke lang iyon. My eyes teared up, at totoo nga na seryoso siya nang ayain niya akong magpakasal kanina.

“I… I thought you were joking, Andrei. I’ve always dreamt about this to happen, kasi akala ko hanggang panaginip na lang. I… I always dream about you doing this since I fell in love with you. Sobrang tagal kong pinangarap ang eksenang ‘to and right now it’s real.” I wiped my tears and I saw him smile. He wiped my tears using his shirt.

“I’ve always dreamt about you since iniwanan mo ako. I always see you in my dreams. May mga gabi na napapanaginipan ko ang mga dating nangyari. I regret every single day that I was so in denial sa feelings ko kahit harap-harapan na akong sinasabihan ng kapatid ko. I chose to be blind.” I cupped his face.

“It’s okay, Andrei. I choose to forget the bitter days we spent together in High school. The thing that matters is alam nating nagkamali tayo. We are now madly in love with each other kaya don’t be burdened by that. It’s already old news. So please, loosen up.” Then he smiled and opened the dark blue velvet box.

It’s a white gold ring, with a huge pink diamond in the middle. Its luster is blinding me and I felt so over-whelmed. Hindi ako mapalagay, kaya naiyak na naman ako. He hugged me really hard, then he took the ring out of the box and slowly put it on my finger.

This is really… happening.

“I… am speechless. I can’t absorb this. I think I’m going to cancel my trip right now. Yes, I’m cancelling. I’m not going anywhere this time. I’ll be staying here until you’re discharged. I’m marrying you, so please get well soon.” Then he sat beside me and leaned on my shoulder.

“I want you to be Mrs. Falcon, at gusto kong mauna tayong magpakasal sa panget na Chris na iyon. Kanina niya pa akong iniinggit na may girlfriend siya eh ako may fiancee na.”

“Kinikilig ako. Tigilan mo na nga.” Sabi ko na lang bigla dahil sa hiya. Ramdam kong sobrang pula na ng mga pisngi ko. Sobrang init na din nito. Ay grabe.

“Like what I said, I love you. Masanay ka nang kiligin araw-araw kasi hindi kita titigilan. I love you so much and please, pakiligin mo rin ako.” Nagpacute pa siya sa akin.

“Of course, ikaw pa… pero…”

“Pero ano?” Tanong niya.

“Gusto na kitang gahasain, Andrei kaso nasa ospital tayo eh. I want to ravish you all over kaso bawal at baka mahuli pa nila tayo. Kung alam mo lang Andrei na pinanggigilan kita ngayon. Sobrang gwapo mo kahit naka hospital gown ka ngayon.” Then he grinned.

“Kelan ka naging ganyan ka-pervert, Victoria? I like it very much.” Then he sniffed my hair.

“Simula nung… ginawa natin iyon. I kept thinking about it since that very day. Grabe ka pala. You’re so rough that I want to do that again… and again… and again.” He smiled again.

“Gagawin din natin iyan pagbalik mo.” I hugged him. Then kissed him again on both of his cheeks.

“Hindi na nga ako aalis. Nagtext na ako kay Romeo and he understood naman. Don’t worry, tuwang-tuwa ang friends ko sa US kaya I want the both of us to go there para makilala mo sila and for you to see the world I used to live in.” Then he frowned.

“Romeo na naman, eh mas gwapo naman ako dun!  Siguro nga mas mukhang good boy siya sa akin, pero di hamak naman na mas ma-appeal ako!”

I pinched his cheek.

“Ano ka ba! He’s gay. He’s so gay that he said that he had a crush on you.” Then he sighed. I brushed my fingers on his hair and he took my hand and rested it on his lap.

“Buti na lang, wala akong kaagaw sayo. Ayokong may kaagaw.”

“Wala kang kaagaw. Pag-aari mo ang lahat sa akin. You own me more than I own myself.”

“I love you… ha wait ka lang dyan at malapit na akong makalabas.” I smiled at him and he lied on my lap. “I want to sleep this way. Please don’t go.” He pleaded.

“I won’t go, Andrei. Kasi hindi kita paalisin kahit na ikadena pa kita para dito ka lang.” He laughed so loud at nakita kong pumasok ulit si Christian.