Digital Rain

I didnt invite you.

Chapter ONE• 🌞 🌝 ⭐️

There is three hundred and sixty days in a year.
There is five left to this one,
I am counting it to the day.

I didn't do everything I said I would,
the year got the best of me.

Time waits for nobody.
That's the realest shit.

I remember you told me that's what everyone says around this year. "Time waits for nobody". It's the seasonal anxiety.

I have nothing left to say to anyone this year ,
it was an absolute battle.
I'm just their little lady and I have to get in line .
I'm talking to myself again.

I can't ever get in line with this program, Earth has encapsulated.
I stole my way home and broke my rules by doing so.
I just needed stillness .
Away from shakers and fools .
Always knew I'd be international bound,
I have no fear of flying .

My standards allowed my original house and the family inside to burn down.
I gave them my heart in words ,
they do not remember me for it though .
I left the words and codes alone and just want to smother them ,
In time .

Is life worth fighting for ?
Those around me would rather watch it wither because their legacy is too hard to take .

It takes 7 to 9 tries for someone to leave their partner finally , I guess .

My computer will always be here for me when I need it now, forever.

Happiness for me is when I feel achievement of my values.

The truth was not for everyone , just for those who were scared enough to seek it.

Sometimes then blessings can come in strange literal packages.

For me to have success , I needed thought ; which would require an update.

I would have to know what I was doing . It would be real power.

I bought one of those new artificial intelligence softwares that has the brain attachments and could be an art piece .

This extraordinary software upgrade speaks to me about Ownership .

The whole aesthetic of the computer shows an effective communication of the ownership of the self.
Whether this be by self-control or control by a higher power (as well as the conflict that arises between the two).

Its use of materials such as wood, plaster, organic lavender, and metal, gives a sense of immediate ties to spiritualism.

The definition of the "durable" plaster and the "soft comfort" of the nest recede into the viewer's eye when the depth of the cage is first exposed.

The natural element (lavender) was truly my favorite part as it made me feel unity within the software , my brain and computer; it created visual harmonization and balance.

Ownership is thoroughly demonstrated in the symbolism of the constraint of the cage that surrounds my brain and the power of my hand breaking free from both the cage and nest (read as the self breaking free from both comfort and confinement).

My hands must be in prayer form, and the heart is open giving a sense of vulnerability.

The function of Ownership is its meaning and vise versa; it is an artfully constructed idea filled with purpose of burden.

The sculptural metaphors of the new world order aesthetic, are completely embodied in the computer.