Was she ready?

Chapter 1

Alex POV

So this is my new life isn't it? I go out to drink almost every night, my grades are dropping dramatically, I just don't know what to do anymore.

I should probably introduce myself. My name is Alexandra, but everyone calls me Alex.
I have black hair and green eyes.

My dad died when I was younger around five so my mom decided she didn't want me anymore so I'm living with a foster family who doesn't care about me either.

I have a two best friends Austin who is gay, and Elizabeth who I call Liz or lizzy. They are my only friends really. I don't open up to people at all I don't want to get hurt.
You might think I'm over dramatic, but I say I'm smart.

I don't get picked on in school because I stand my ground and don't put up with it. I have gotten in numerous of fights, but I never start them I just simply finish them.

Music is the only thing I have left, so when I'm done I just put on sad songs because why would I put on happy songs and try to cheer myself up who does that?

When I grow up I want to become a songwriter. It has always been a dream of mine ever since I can remember. I'm so passionate about writing songs, but nobody has seen the songs I wrote, not Liz and not Austin, nobody.

It's currently 1:00am and I have to get up at 5:30am for school which sucks because I hate school so much especially math, like the letters need to go back into the alphabet where they belong and stay there. Get my English out of my math.

I think that pretty much sums me up.
Oh by the way in case I didn't mention it I'm bi.

(Here's the first chapter. I hope you enjoy this book. Stay strong❤️)