Hans ke, kyu tor diye waade

Part 35

Note: I have committed a mistake and being an amateur learning I was always expected to do it! I'll be happy if you people consider it. In the previous chapter I had written what neil felt for Juhi was just infatuation but then one of my readers made me realise that a person gets attached and starts loving even pets or animals when living with them! juhi was a human being therefore her importance in the life of Neil was and will always be important though Avni remains his love... So I just removed the infatuation line because it would be injustice to the character of Juhi! I'm sorry for the blunder please do try to consider it as I never realised or though it to be that way! Thank you so much for the correction ❤

Avni : Neil...ye aap..itni aasani se keh diya aapne sab kuch , hum inn sab ke layak nhn hai hum to insaan kehane ke layak bhi nhn hai , humne uske liye bura socha...iss pachtave main hum aage badhne ka kabhi soch bhi nhn sakte hai Ndil...Jiji thi wo humari...itne saalon baad mili thi aur humne kya kiya....apne pagalpan.. Apne junoon apni zid ke chalte......
(how easily have you said all of it? But I know I don't deserve all of it, I don't even deserve to be called a human! I can't think to move on, she was my sister and I had met her after so many years, but I let everything fail due to my madness and stubbornness!)

Chod dijiye mujhe aap ... chale jaiyee yahan se ... aapke iss pyaar ke layak hi nhi hn main .... She shouts in cracking voice.
(leave me and please go away! I don't deserve this eternal love of yours! She shouts in cracking voice.)

N: Chodne ke liye tumhara haath .. tumhara saath nhn thama hai maine Avni , Ateet ki choton ke dar se tum apne aane waale kal ko to nhn thukra sakti ho na ... Apni zindagi ke itne saal maine isiliye barbaad kar diye kyuki main itne saalon mae tumhari aankhon main chupa wo pyaar kabhi dekh hi nhi saka...Kaash...kaash maine apni dil ki aawaz suni hoti jo chikh chikh kar mujhse kehta raha ki main Avni se kitna pyaar karta hn.... Par Maine toh jaise dil ke darwazon par taala taanga diya tha...Lekin ab sab theek hoga..main tumhe tmhari saari khoyi hui khushiyaan dunga Avni ... He says
(I had not held your hand so that I could leave it! We cannot certainly destroy the future due to the wounds of out past! I have already wasted God knows how many years. I so much wish that I had listened to me heart which actually shouted that I love you! But I guess I had locked the doors of my heart! But now everything will be fine I'll give you all your lost happiness!)

Avni :
Jitna aapse hum ishq krte hai usse zyada apki respect krte hai! Aapka proposal thukra kar hum aapki insult nhi kr rhe hai balki hum aapse srf kuch waqt chahte hai... humein thoda sochne smjhne ka waqt chahiye! Yeh sab ek jhatke mae sab badal gya hum itni aasani se kaise apne beetein huye woh kahi saal bhul jaaye!
(I respect you even more than I love you! I don't wish to disrespect you by not accepting your proposal but I want some time atleast to understand what is going on. Everything changed just in a shot but how can I possibly forget it... How can I forget those years in just a moment!)

M: Mai jaanta hn is dil par jo zakhm lage hai unhe bharne mae bohot waqt lagega! Aur shayad jeete ji mai unhe bhar bhi na pau lekin Avni mai tjhe marham lagane ki puri koshish krungi! Apni beete huyi dosti ke liye, apne aaj yaani apni beinteha ishq ke liye aur apne aane waale kal ke liye... tjhe waqt lena hai na Avni mai tjhe waqt deta hn par pls itni zyada deri mat krna ki waqt hi beet jaye!
(I know that the wounds that have been ailed to this heart will take alot of time to heal and I might be able to even tend to them and get them completely healed in my life span but I will surely try to put medicine on them... You want time na Is give you your time but please don't take so much time that we have none of it left with us!)

Tuh gaari le aur ghar ja, ghar paas mae hi hai abhi isliey tuh ja aur idhar udhar bhatakne ki zaroorat nhi hai.. ghar par sabse keh dena saari baatein! Mjhe ek zaroori kaam hai... Mai kuch der mae aajaunga...
(you take the car and return home, the house is near only without wandering here and there return home! And tell everyone everything that happened I have some important work to do!)