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Part 26

Neil: yh kya bol rhe hai aap?  Mai aisa hargiz nhi chahunga.. Meri bawli ki zindagi barbaad koi dusra krna chahiye toh uske pair todkr Mai uske haath mae dedu... Toh phr mai khudse kaise uski zindagi barbad krdu?  Kis qadar uski khushiyan chinne waala rakshas mai khud ban jau?  Mai uske chehre par srf muskan dekhna chahunga... Aur dard mere Wajah se aaye yh Mai khwabon mae bhi nhi soch skta...
(what are you saying? I'll never ever do so!  If someone else would have tried to destroy my bawlis life I would have broken his legs and handed it over to him.. Then how can I myself destroy her life... How can I myself turn into the monster who will snatch away her happiness... I just wanna see her happy.. And never even in my dreams can I see her in pain!)

Manish: kaisa dard Neil?  Tmhe usse shaadi krne bol rhe hai... Bhagwan na Kare hmne tmhe uske saath koi zyagti krne toh nhi kahan hai...
(what kind of pain Neil?  We are asking you to marry her and God forbid not to torture her )

N: meri bawli kisi ache insaan ko deserve krti hai.. Mjh jaisa koi ek shadi shuda aur ek bache ke baap ko nhi!  Mai apne hisse ki muhabbat kar chuka hn, apne hisse ki zindagi ji chuka hn Juhi ke saath... Ab mjhe koi haq nhi ki apne mtlb ke liye uski zindagi khrb krdu... Bawli ko koi apne umar ka achy ladke ki zaroorat hai jo usse muhabbat karre mjh jaisa koi apni beewi ke ghum mae duba koi awara ashiq... Usse duniya ka sabse best har kch milna chahiye..  Aur is mamle mae apko mjhme srf khamiyan milengi... Dad mae chahta hn ki ap Neil ke dad bankr nhi blki Avni ke Dad bankr soche... Aap meri baatein smjh jayenge... Meri trf se is rishte ke lie saaf inkaar hai.... Aur pls is baare mae aaj ke baad koi baat na Ho!  Na Avni se na mjhse....
(my bawli deserves a good man...  A better man!  Unlike me a married man with a kid.. I have done the love which was meant for me and I have my life which I had to live with Juhi.. And now I have no right to destroy her life.. My bawli needs a man of her age someone who would love her not me who is lost in his wife's thoughts.. She should get the best anyone can.. And in this case I have many flaws within me!  Dad I want you to think today as Avnis dad instead of Neils dad then you will get me well! I say a big no to this alliance... And yeah pls don't talk to Avni about it)

And he went away
Manish: juhu bache aap bohot jldi chale gye!  Dekho kya haal bana liya hai is bawle ne!  Khud ko kitni takleef de rha hai! Khudko tmhari maut ke peeche ki wajah maanta hai.. Usse lagta hai ki woh ek acha pati nhi tha isliey tm use khafa Ho baithi Ho... Lkn Mai janta hn beti tm khafa nhi Ho usse ya humse... Bas tmne apne hisse ki zindagi ji li thi.. Aur ki tum itni achi thi ki is kaali duniya mae tmhare liye shyd koi jgh hi nhi thi... Tum jaise saaf aur nek dil log phle chale jate hai.. Qki tum bhagwan ko zyada pyare hote h... Bhagwan apki aatma ko shanti de...
And he sighed...
(Juhi daughter why did you have to go so fast?  See what has he made of himself... He is giving himself so much pain.. He considers himself responsible for your death.. He thinks that he wasn't a good husband and that's why you are angry with him... But ik my dear you are not angry with him nor any of us!  It's just that you had lived your part of this world... And as it is there is no place for good people in this evil world.. You were too pure...  And pure people are more near dear to God as well! May God let your soul rest in peace
And he sighed...)

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Dadi- Avni tm meri baat ko smjh q nhi rhi Ho?  Mai tmhare ache ke liye hi bol rhi hn.. Tumhe tmhari muhabbat mil jayegi.. Neil ko ek beewi.. Mayan ko ek maa aur kya chahiye beta ab?
(Avni why are you not understanding I am telling everything for your good only!  You will get your love!  Neil a life partner... Mayan a mother.. What else do we want?)

A: dekha dadi!  Aapko bhi yahin lgta hai ki Mai juhi ka haq maarna chahti thi! Mai Neil Se kisi bhi keemat mae shaadi nhi krungi... Aur yh saboot hoga aapke liye juhi ke liye ki mai uski khushiyon se nhi jalti Thi...  Uska haq kbhi nhi Marna chahti thi...
(You See dadi!  This is what you too feel that I wanted to snatch juhis right away from her.. I'll not marry Neil at any cost... And this will act as proof to juhi that I was never jealous of her that I never wanted something that belonged to her...)

D: tmhe kisi ko kch dikhane ki zaroorat nhi hai... Upar waala khud tm dono ko ek krna chahta hai.. Woh khud chahta hai ki tum Dono ki shaadi Ho jayye...
(you don't to prove anyone anything my child... Lord himself wants you two to become one....  He himself wants you to get married!)

A: yh aap kse keh skti hai?  Unhone koi ishaara tak nhi dia hai abhi tak!
(how can you say that dadi?  He hasn't even given any sings to us!)

D: tkhe phr Avni mjhse Waada kro ki wahan se kisi trh ka ishara aate hi tm Neil se shaadi ke liye raazi Ho jaogi...
(okay Avni then promise me that if he gives any signs you will marry Neil without anymore argument)

A(hesitating): waada krti hn Mai dadi aapse ki agar yh upar Wale ki marzi hai toh Mai Neil se shaadi krlungi..
(I promise dadi that if God himself shows any singns I'll marry Neil)

And she left the room while dadi stood smiling

D: tum aur Neil jitni baar inkaar Karlo is rishte se lkn agar yh tmhare taqdeer mae likha hoga toh yh hokr rahega tm dono ki zid haar jayegi aur tmhari muhabbat jeet jayegi...  Mjhe us din ka besabri se intezar hai jab mae wapas apne bacho ko haste khilkhilate dekhungi...  Unki khushiyan dekhungi.. Akhir ab meri bhi umar Ho rhi.. Kab waqt aaye aur Mai chal basu!  Lkn jaane se phle inhe khush dekhna chahungi Mai....
(how many times you two might deny but if there's gods will you will be one!  Your stubbornness will die and your love will win... I am waiting for that day impatiently when I'll see you both laughing again... And even I am getting old now I don't even know when I'll breathe my last therefore before leaving atleast I wanna ensure that you both are happy!)

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Precap: Toh phr ki sagai date nikalwale hum?
(Lets then take out the date for engagement then?)

P. S : you can sort of expect a jealous Neil😝😝