Sadness, anger, guilt, self hate, and regret is what Roselle felt as she sat in her grandfathers dark room. She was only 16 yet she wished she could end everything. The longer she sat there in tears the worse it got. Why don't they care? Why won't they ever think about how I feel? Why do they hate me so much? These are the questions she asked herself as she thought of her family. It takes everything for her not to get up and brake all the promises she made to her granny. The promises of living on, being happy, strong, and not hurting herself. Her granny was the only person she loved in the world. The light in the dark but three years ago that light went out and she was all alone. She felt like she lost everything. She felt the guilt of their last words. She wished she could fix everything. That her dad would love her. Most of all she wished she wasn't alone. She was beginning to get scared of her demons. She was scared of how much time and patience she had left.
