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Part 33

Neil without answering or telling him anything grabbed Avni's hand and pulling her ,they both went outside!

Putting her inside the car he drove the way to home while all throughout the journey she looked out of the window as if trying to hide those stubborn tears which were not ready to stop. Without any noise she continued crying.

N (without looking at her) : Avni bas karo ! Tum jaanti ho na bachpan se lekar aaj tak mujhe tumhare aansu kabhi bardasth nhn hote fer bhi kyun tum ro rhi ho ! Abhi meri saansein chal rhi hai ... Dhadkne bhi band nhn hui hai uss din ke liye apne aansoon ko bacha kar rakho jis din ye sab na ho... jis din mar jaun main ! Neil zindagi main kitne bhi dard , kitni bhi mushkilon ko dekh sakta hai lekin apni Avni ki aankhon main aansu nhn dekh sakta ! Do you get it !
(Avni stop it ! You know na I cannot bear tears in your eyes since childhood! Then why are you crying? I am still breathing, my heart is still beating! Save your tears for the when all of this day! The day I die! Neil can tolerate any pain in life but cannot tolerate tears in his Avnis eyes! Do you get it!)

A : Bas kijiye aap ! Marne ki baat ki bhi kaise aapne ! Ye koi khel nhn ki jab man ho tab aap kuch bhi bol denge ! Abhi abhi shaadi hui hai aur aap humein bewa bana denge ! Aur agar aapko mere aansoo bardasht nhn hai to kyun humse shaadi ki ... kyun apna wajood humse jod liya ... kyun humari zindagi hi badal di aapne ! Shaadi saat janmo ka pavitra bandhan hota hai koi khel nhn ! Samjhe aap !
(pls stop it! How did you even speak of dying? It ain't a joke that you'll say anything you want to! It's just a few moments ago that we get married and you talk of getting me widowed this soon! And if you couldn't tolerate my tears then why got married to me? Why did you get us Connected in this pure relationship of seven lives! This ain't a joke at all! )

N : Tumhe samajh nhn aati kya ek baat Avni ! Agar aaj main wo sab nhn krta to wo Vidyut tumhare saath pta nhn kya krta ! Tumhare liye...Tumhari jaan bachaane le liye maine wo sab kiya...Kya galat kiya ismein maine ?
(don't you understand or what I did everything to save you Damnit! If I wouldn't have taken this step then that Vidyut would have done God knows what with you! I did everything for you! To save you! What wrong was in it?)

Agar...agar tumhe kuch ho jaata na Avni to main apne aap ko kabhi maaf nhn kar paata ... Tumhe to khud ki koi fiqr nhn hai lekin tumhare hone ya na hone se yahan bahut logon ko farq padta hai isiliye maine ye kiya ! Bachpan se lekar aaj tak tumhari har choti baat .. har choti - badi zid ko maine pura kiya hai...chot tumhe agti aur dard mujhe hota ! To zara socho agar aaj tumhe kuch ho jaata toh main toh.....
(if anything would have happened to you today then I would have never forgiven myself! You don't care about yourself but their many to whom your presence matters! Since childhood I have bowed my head infront of each of your demand each of your wish.. It's you who gets hurt but my tears flow down my eyes! So just think if today possibly something would have happened to you what would I have done!)

Avni kept her finger on his lips and nodded in negative and then hugged him tight and let her tears roll down causing his shirt to get wet.

A : Shayaad aapne kuch galat nhn kiya....Shayaad haalat hi aise the....lekin ye sahi nhn hua...Bilkul theek nhn hua..main iss duniya main jeene layak bhi nhn ..
(I guess you weren't wrong and situations were so but today what happened wasnt good! I dont even deserve to live after what all happened!)

( Crying ) apni behen ka haq cheenna chaha maine...apni behen ki mout ki duaaien maangi maine ... aaj tak main khud ko maaf nhn kar paayi aur shaayad kabhi naa kar paaun ! ab kis haq se main aapse shaadi kar sakti hn....usn....usne..usne kaha tha ki aaj se mera dil aur dhadkan tumhara....use pta tha....main apni hi nazron main gir gayi hn...Main...main uski jagah lena chahti thi..apni behen ki jagah lena chahti thi aur...aur usne mout ko gale laga liya...jitni takaat aap sab ki duaaon main nhn thi usse jyada meri badduaaon main thi...cheen liya maine us..se aap sab se...Sab khatam ho gya...kuch nhn bacha !!!
(I have snatched evrythung from my sister I have eaten up her happiness by praying for her death to lord! And now how could I marry you?! She had told me during her last breath that her heart and uts beats belong to me! I have fallen down in my own eyes! How could I do it? How could i want to replace her? And now lays down hugging death.. The strength in my cursings were more than all of yours blessings! That is why she aint with us anymore! She in not there with you all becoz of me! Evrything has ended!)

Precap : Tum maano ya naa maano lekin aaj se ye shaadi mere liye meri zindagi hai...mera sab kuch hai...aaj se tum meri beewi ho..aur meri har cheez pr tumhara haq hai...meri aakhiri saans pr bhi sirf tumhara haq hai !
(You agree or not but since today thus marriage is my life! You are my wife! All that is mine belings to you ! And i'll live for you till my last breath!)

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