My Weirdness

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{Warning: Cursing, alcohol and drug mention, kinda}

Alright well this was probably the cringiest chapter I made and honestly I really regret it. Let's try this one over again.

Also I apologize about most of the questions which are repeats of the questions in previous chapters like the basic Eye Color question. But yeah I apologize for that.

1. Any Scars: No not really, there are two or three which are faded but you can still kinda see but they weren't too bad even to begin with.

2. Self Harmed: Not too badly, and not too severly. I haven't done it in a while and honestly if I told anybody the real truth they'd either laugh at me or be angry with me.

3. Kissed Anyone: Nope.

4. Coke Or Pepsi: Coke definitely.

5. Someone You Hate: My grandmother, I know that may be harsh for some people but I don't have the most stable or functional family and she is definitely a hell of a lot different when you're living with her.

6. Done Alcohol: Nope.

7. Done Drugs: Nope.

8. Dream Job: I don't really have a set job in my head but I think something that I'm good at, I enjoy, and it pays well. I know I'm asking for a miracle here but I can dream ya know.

9. Ever Been In Love: Nope.

10. Last Time You Cried: A few days ago, I was thinking about my friends in Marionville and I really missed them. My mom told me that it should be easier if I moved down where they are but it doesn't. It doesn't help because I rely on my grandparents to help me see them and I will still do that if we move down there. And also I'd be starting in a whole other school and I don't know when I'd even be able to see my friends considering high school is a bitch. So yeah, last time I cried was a few days ago.

11. Favorite Color: Another spelling error, also I love Black, I know some people say that it's a shade not a color but that's my favorite, and my second favorite would be Purple.

12. Height: I'm a short ass bitch at 5'3.

13. Birthday: August 14th.

14. Eye Color: Blue-green, they change colors from blue to green sometimes.

15. Hair Color: Dirty-blonde, brown.

16. What You Love: A lot of things, I need a little more specification. However some just overall things are, the night, the moon, the stars, the rain, music, and video games.

17. Obsession?: I am obsessed with youtube lol, I am also obsessed with reading fanfics here on Wattpad. I'm also a foodie so I guess I really like to eat, unfortunately.

18. Do You Love Someone: You mean as a crush? No. You mean family/friends? I love all of them.

19. Kiss Or Hug?: HUGS!!! I absolutely love hugs and any friend in real life knows that I am an extremely affectionate friend. I love hugs so much because they ease my anxiety and make me feel safe and cared about. I just really love hugs and get a wave of positive emotions from them which I really need some days.

20. Nickname: Sorry Mads, I actually have a legit nickname in the school I have now. See it all started literally a few days after I moved there when a boy, who later came to be the boy who asked me out, asked if he could call me Angle. Not even knowing who the fuck I was, I was a new kid in the school and he had never even talked to me before, just randomly asked me if he could call me Angle. I said yes, and then when I, panicking, agreed to date him his friends all started calling me Angle. Also even further back my friend Syd started calling me Angle-kun because nobody can fucking spell my name right 🤣

21. Worst Thing Ever: Bugs.

22. Best Thing Ever: I can't answer that as I like a lot of things and can't choose which would be the best, although music is high up in the list.

23. Near Death Experience: Okay, here we go, we live in some apartments with crappy management. And a while back there was a gas leak, a major one, in the apartment. Of course, management did nothing ya know, and all through that time we were lighting candles all throughout the house. I mean I call that a near death experience cause if one of those matches caught the gas fumes I'm pretty sure we'd be getting some Kentucky Fried Human that night ladies and gentleman.

24. Ever Dated: Okay, so let me explain what happened. My ex, Isaac, I guess had liked me for a while right? And so during the schools Christmas dance he decided to ask me out. However, he went to one of my "friends" I say it like that because she doesn't really know me that much, who gave him some of the worst advice ever, "She hates cheesy stuff so do something really cheesy." -_- bruh. That is the worst advice ever, so he then decides to get down on one knee in front of a hallway packed full of middle schoolers, literally it looked like a wedding proposal and then asked me to be his girlfriend. It's safe to say that that my anxiety went higher than the empire state building in about 0.3 seconds, so I panicked and looked around, his friends were staring at me, my friends were taking pictures and recording and out of anxiety and panic I said yes. Honestly I regretted it, yes Isaac was sweet and got me gifts and wanted to spend time with me, but that was my first time ever being something more than a friend to someone and I was still getting used to it. He would hug me when we went to class, he would hug me when we went home, he would get my gifts, he bought me a fucking hoodie, he drew me things. But it was kinda suffocating for me cause I still had severe anxiety when it came to opening up to someone so I kinda shied away from that. In the end I think he picked up on it and broke up with me, and now months later I come to find out he like Undertale and it's Aus, literally posted a drawing of one of my favorite Aus, Horrortale, on Instagram and I was like, wait what? I instantly missed having him as a friend and being able to talk to him, he's really cool don't get me wrong and I kinda miss that feeling ya know, but I was still really self conscious and kinda shy so I ruined everything. But yeah that's the first and only person I dated. Sorry about this long paragraph I just wanted to fully explain it and get it out.

25. Special Talents: I don't have any special talents, I mean I know how to play the flute but that's it.

26. Ever Lost A Loved One: Who hasn't, I mean come on we've all lost at least one family member or something. I lost both my great grandparents, my great uncle, and my aunt. What I found sad and disturbing was my great-grandfather passed two days after my birthday and my aunt literally passed away the morning after my birthday, and the night of my actual birthday, same birthday as my aunt mind you, my step-dad's father had to be put into the hospital because he was dehydrated. So that had to be the crappiest birthday ever.

27. Do You Believe In Love: I don't know, this is an actual question I asked myself a lot. I said that I didn't believe in love one time and my step-dad got angry with me. Yes I sometimes do miss the feeling of someone else there, but at the same time I just think of love as the want of another person's company and nothing more really. I've also never been in a real relationship so I wouldn't know.

28. Someone You Hate: This was the same question as number 5 but I'll say it again, my grandmother.

29. Are You Okay: Physically or Mentally heh.

30. Least Favorite Question: 27, cause I am confused on that subject and the one time that I truly expressed my opinion someone I trusted got mad at me for it, kind of insulting me and then walking off.

31. Favorite Activity To Pass The Time: I have a few, I like to watch youtube, read comics, read fanfics, or talk to myself.

Alright and there we go, again I'm really sorry for the large paragraphs in some of those questions, and the repeated questions. This took me a while, and I know some things in these questions are cringy but I mean hey I'm really tired. Anyway yep there we go, I hope that Isaac's friends see this and ya know, understand. Anyway thank you all for reading and I will see you in the next chapter.

~BloodMoon