First off, some essentials:
I was born in October 2000 which means that I am 18 Years old by the time I'm writing this. I am a Libra. My Major Hobbies are art (especially Photos)
and Gaming. My friends always tell me that I'm an energetic, artsy and caring person. I am a CIS Female and I use she/her Pronouns.
I am a dreamer, I've always been. In school, at parties, etc. it doesn't really matter where I'd rather live in the universe I created in my head sitting on my Throne in my castle that was either filled with People or surrounded by High Walls and Thorns.
Anythings better than thinking about how fucked up this World and it's population really is.
Even though it's heavily Discussed, I am a part of the Millenials, the Generation that got lost between trying to fit in and breaking the system.
I overthink and over feel quite a lot. If I am happy I thrive. If I am sad I feel like the whole world is falling apart.
If I get hurt I'd like to burn whole cities to the ground and if I fall in love,
I fall hard.
For a long part of my life, I wouldn't believe in love because I never really knew what love felt like.
Turns out I was a victim of the System, just trying to fit in. It took me a while to realize I wasn't broken in terms of love.
I just simply liked girls which are quite important for this story.
Finding myself and being okay with who I am, took a long time. I never really loved myself because I let people tell me that I'm worthless and ugly.
And the self-hatred got worse after I've gone through a mentally abusive Relationship for 7 Months. This "relationship" really ignited my fears
about ending up alone and unloved because she made me think that I'm simply not lovable.
After she broke up with me I really felt lost and alone. I fell into a major Depression and actually thought about hurting myself but I never did
because I had hope and an incredible best friend.
And then this Girl came around...
YOU ARE READING
Of feelings and broken Keys
PoetryThis is a story of finding yourself through someone, of unexpected love between two individuals trying to fix themselves because they think they're to broken to be loved, of finding your purpose, of confusion and Jealousy but also about support and...
