Angst cause thats the only thing i can write
Keith's pov
Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so
I can hear you and your little brother fighting again, throwing insults at you. You not knowing he loves you.
You said your mother only smiled on her tv show
Your mother, always happy on the outside, but dead on the inside
You're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope
You try to make it stop, I see your wounds. I want to help but you hate me.
I hope you make it to the day you're twenty-eight years old
Don't leave this world before me darling.
You're dripping like a saturated sunrise
Beautiful
You're spilling like an overflowing sink
Hurt
You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece
Broken
And now i'm tearing through the pages and the ink
I love you
Everything is blue
You loved blue, but i was red.
His pills, his hands, his jeans
No matter what you looked like I couldn't help staring at you
And now i'm covered in the colors pull apart at the seams
I loved you but we weren't for each other
And it's blue
And it's blue
Everything is grey
You say ypur world lifeless, thinking no one cared for you.
His hair, his smoke, his dreams
Dreams crushed by his hate for himself, smoking thinking it released the pain
And now he's so devoid of color
He don't know what it means
His world of colours left when she died
And he's blue
And he's blue
You were a vision in the morning when the light came through
You were the reason I wake up, knowing I would see your face.
I know I've only felt religion when i've lied with you
The thoughts about you that I shouldn't have.
You said you'll never be forgiven till your boys are too
Still deeply caring for your family after all the abuse.
And I'm still waking every morning but it's not with you
After all, you will only love her.
You're dripping like a saturated sunrise
Smile as bright as the sun
You're spilling like an overflowing sink
But your eyes didn't smile
You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece
I was able to see a smal spark
And now I'm tearing through the pages and the ink
After you left. My world became dull.
Everything is blue
Eyes as blue as the ocean.
His pills, his hands, his jeans
They say it was murder, but i know about the pills.
And now I'm covered in the colors Pull apart at the seams
Blue over my soul, not blue for my love, but blue for not being able to stop you.
And it's blue
And it's blue
Everything is grey
Allura was his small spark of colour
His hair, his smoke, his dreams
They took her and his future dreams away.
And now he's so devoid of color
He don't know what it means
Too dull to notice anything, his friends left aside. He wanted to end it and I didn't stop him.
And he's blue
And he's blue
You were blue, and you liked me because I was red
He said he loved me. But I guess I just wasn't for him.
But you touched me, and suddenly I was a lilac sky
Our colours combining perfectly. Making a beautiful colour.
Then you decided purple just wasn't for you
But you still needed her.
Everything is blue
Your death made everyone want some of your blue
His pills, his hands, his jeans
Your hands, as pale as snow.
And now I'm covered in the colors pull apart at the seams
Knowing you were gone made me lose faith.
And it's blue
And it's blue
Everything is grey
Without him in my life everything became dull
His hair, his smoke, his dreams
I wanted to be the one to rug his hair, stop him from smoking. But I was too late. I must accomplish his dreams.
And now he's so devoid of color
He don't know what it means
Staring at his lifeless body in the coffin made me realise.
And he's blue
And he's blue
I should have been faster
Bro I wrote this at 3 am don't judge me
