Dan's POV:
I love Phil Lester.
But we could never be a thing.
We are both youtubers and pretty much 99% of our fans ship us so us telling the fans would probably bloody break the internet.
And the worst thing?
Phil isn't gay. And he would probably hate me if I tell him I'm gay! Won't he? He might not... Should I ask him? I don't know...
I sit on the couch in my browsing position, crying quietly. I'm so stressed. Pretty much all my comments are hate. And I'm desperate to come out to Phil. I don't want him to know I like him though; not yet. I just need to get the fact I'm gay off of my chest.
Phil walked into the room and plopped down onto the couch next to me. He frowned when seeing I was crying.
"Danny, what's wrong?"
"I'm just stressed." I sigh heavily, not moving my eyes from the wooden floor.
"With what?" He rubbed his thumb over my arm.
"YouTube..." I mutter, asking myself if I'm really going to ask him.
"Anything else? Cause you know what I say, Dan; 'ignore the hate or you won't get anywhere'."
"Phil..?" I inhale sharply.
"Mhm?"
"Do you support gay rights?" I look up at him.
"I...Dan, are you gay?" I started to panic, picked up my laptop and put it on the couch next to me. "C-Cause it's fine if you-"
I stood up and ran into my room, locking the door. Shit. He hates me now, doesn't he? I never should of asked...
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In Love With My Best Friend | Phan
FanfictionDan and Phil are best friends. But Dan doesn't want that. He wants more... He wants Phil and him to be in a relationship. But if Dan was to say that, he would hate him. Phil isn't gay. And he definitely wouldn't turn gay for Dan! Right?
