I stopped and took a step back and realised that I want, I need to push them away. Thats some of my friends. Michelle she gets annoyed with me, I feel like im constantly annoying her with my boy
problems or my constant messaging. Shes rude now, like really rude. She is no longer supportive but pushes me down. She makes me feel so bad about myself. I feel she never wants to be near me. Possibly making ways to avoid me, she would rather hang out with other girls then me. She never includes me in any conversations nowdays. That is why I am going to push her away. I have this guilt in my heart. A constant feel to cry out, I feel bad about pushing her away but she pushed me away first.
Im going to cry myself to sleep again tonight, because of the emptiness in my heart wanting/having to dump Michelle.
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Dear Lee, dont kill yourself.
Short StoryBased on true events These little diary entries are not made up, this is what I go through :(( I know these things may seem so small to you but to me its so much.
