Sometimes my mood can change from brown to purple to black in just three fucking seconds.
The first second I'm having the time of my life, the next I'm annoying, then next I'm hit with so much fear that I want to fucking kill myself.
So here I am now, laying in the bathtub, fully clothed and all alone.
Like I'll always be. . . Alone.
Tear stained cheeks.
Blood shot eyes.
Hood up.
Complete silence.
Nothing and no body around.
Completely hurt.
I just want to die.
