Her Depression

Chaper 1:How or when the pain starts

{Yhazz POV}
All of this...all of this started..when I was eleven years old...and I...i was supposed to be happy but i can't....my smile,joy,giggle, laughs and more....fades away....now all I feel..is pain,suffering,nothing,depression,hurt, and more...I can't feel nothing in my heart...I was bullied in 5th grade...they would made fun of how I look, my weight and my face. "Hey loser can't you wear something like other girls" one of the bullies said to me. I'm in middle school I'm in 6th grade. And these girls are in the same grade as I am. "Girl what are you talking about even if she wears something she's still go back look like a pig!" The other girl laughed. I said nothing and just walked away from them not wanting to hear any of their shit. I walked to the bathroom and go in to the stall, I put my bag down and sat on the toilet I looked down and I had tears on my eyes. 'This is been going forever..' I thought. Ever since 5th grade I was bullied non stop. They wouldn't just leave me alone. All I've been is hi,kicked,punch,slap, my hair pulled, one time they rip all my books,pencils and notebooks. My life is a living hell and I didn't tell anyone....the reason is..is because i didn't want to bother anyone...of my pain and depression...so I kept it a secret....my thoughts are cut off as a startled abit because I felt a slash on top of me my clothes were wet and then I realized I was being dumped by water. The water was cold so I wrap my arms around mysèlf. I could tell someone was hear I hear giggles and I hear another girl gasp. I got up and grabs my bag and open the door stall and there were two girls with worry look. One pointed at the next door stall telling me they did it. I walked over to the next door and knocked. "It's occupied" one of the bullies said on the other end of the door. Then they giggled, I looked down and walked away, walked out of the door and sat down. We only have 15 minutes until class starts so I waited and sitting where the sun shines at me so I can get dry. 'I hate this...I hate my...life' I sighed.
I just knew that my life could be all the time worst and I just wanted to end..but it won't i was the only kid in this school bullied. No one knows, teaches,faculty,or other adults....I just always keep my mouth shut...and I'm weak...I'm always weak and pathetic. I looked down and cried and sobbed...this is my life...and hell.....that could never end....

Not even a second...