☆A Star in the Sky☆

Loneliness and Pie

Karamatsu's POV: 

(The brothers are around 5th grade). 

Winter is finally over, children are playing, the trees began to bloom with flowers of grace. And Osomatsu, Choromatsu, and I are walking home from school as the sun shines on us on this bright afternoon. 

Osomatsu leans next to me and puts an arm around my shoulder, 

"Hey Choromatsu-kun, wanna go to totoko's right now. I don't feel like going home" -3-

"Im Karamatsu" I say. 

"Oh." 

"But I'll g-" 

"I'm Choromatsu silly!!" Shouted the green bean (I love calling him that -///-). 

"Heeey!" Osomatsu laughed. 

The two headed the opposite direction leaving me alone in the open, they laughed and cheered on as they headed to totoko's place enjoying their walk..I sighed and headed home. 

It hurts.... 

to be lonely. 

To be left out and letting others pretend you didn't exist... 

I hate that feeling...so..much. 

But it doesn't matter anyways..I wanna go home and eat. 

The rest  of the walk home was quite peaceful, the birds chirped up in the air landing on the tree branches. It reminded me of a certain tune so I hummed along the song playing in my head. And before I knew it, I was already in front of a door leading to my house. 

I open the door and walk in to the fresh smell of baked apple and cinnamon filling my lungs. 

"I'm home!!" I yell as I take off my shoes.

"Welcome home sweetie!! How's everything!?" 

"Good!!" I exclaim

"Where are your brothers?" My mom asked tilting her head to the side 

"Osomatsu and Choromatsu went to totoko's, I'm not sure about the other three.." 

My mother sighs, "I told those idiots to go home right after school! If only they listened to me..Oh well! Looks like you and I get the pie to ourselves." >:3 

"I smelled something good coming in!! You really made pie!?!?" I exclaimed

"Of course I did" she says sweetly

"Thank you mommy!!" I ran and embrace her with a hug. She warmly hugs me back. 

"Your welcome, sweetie. Quick let's go to the kitchen before the others come in!" 

"Hehe, race ya!!" I dashed into the kitchen and devoured the pie leaving no evidence that it was there.

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Later that night, I laid down in bed between my brothers, hands behind my head. I thought about many things at once, food, mom and dad, sleep. But the most dominant thought that kept flouting in my head is loneliness. It's like I was hit hard in the guts that I can no longer feel my insides. 

 To be honest, I don't know why I feel this way..Did I do something wrong? I thought. 

But it didn't take a huge effect on me. It's not that it mattered. I hope doesn't take control over me the rest of my life. I chuckle to myself and snuggle in my place to get more comfortable...I close my eyes and see nothing but darkness. 

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Third person POV: 

Karamatsu slowly opened his eyes, hoping light would shine through. Instead, he heared the sound of rain trickling down the window making noise the that Karamatsu loved to hear. 

He sat up and rubbed his eyes, all his brothers where no where to be seen. Looks like they didn't wake him up. 

He then remembered..

The dream..!? 

Why did he dream of his childhood all the sudden? 

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~And there you have it! My first fanfic ever published online!! XD 

~I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter! I'm sorry if there are a lot of miscorrections >~< 

~It's been a while since I wrote, I apologize if my vocabulary can be a little off.. ówò

~I don't know why I have a picture of nature there...I might change it soon xD