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Jack PoV

So me and my family are going on a little break for a bit we all just need to get away from Ireland I know it's bad but we've grown up here and the memories do make us sad so we've booked a holiday to London it nearly Christmas I think we're spending it in London because we have no family left as they've all passed away it's just me my sisters my mum dad and my dog not to long ago my nan passed it really effected me and my sister the most we were really close with her to be honest I think me and my sister both ended up cutting I did but I think Emily's stop but I haven't I've carried on I want to stop but I can't it's always on my mind I've always struggled with depression and anxiety it sucks but I can do it I can beat the negative thoughts even tho they do get bad I can do it also hit a little thing Ive also suffered with eating disorders and stuff like that so I'm pretty much off a mess

Brook PoV

So me and my friends Andy rye and mikey are gonna be spending Christmas together we normally go home to see our families but to be honest our families are not that happy with us mikeys family is fine with it but the rest no we are a band called roadtrip we need a fifth member but no one has got it yet it's quite annoying sometimes how it's just four of us it's like something is missing but i don't know what Blair our manager is making go to a hotel for Christmas I think he wants us to leave because his sick and tired of us or something else ;) if you know you know .... anyway it's like a week till Christmas all of our fans have been really supportive with everything going on with our families and stuff they're genuinely the nice people ever I love them with my whole entire heart I know the other boys so to but I feel like year is gonna be so hard I don't know why but I feel it just a little thing as well I've struggled with mental health as well and I think it's gonna come back this year because I've been feeling different like I'm not myself recently I've logged back into my old twitter account I had before the band and been posting stuff on it this dude keeps liking my post and commenting stuff he lives in Ireland and can sing maybe our fifth member who knows but he just understands me uno

Brooklynnwyattt
Fully love staying up till 3am and my anxiety and depression taking over :(

Jackkduff
@brooklynnwyattt bro I know how you feel talk to me :/

Jack ended up Snapchatted me

Jackyyyy☘️x

Hi bro look I know me and you have been talking for sometime now but if you need anything I'm here for you trust me I'm honestly ain't gonna judge you xx

Thank you I mean it but tbh idk how to feel right now one min I'm happy the next is I want to die and it sucks like how am I meant to be happy when all I can think about is my ..... dad like I miss him so much like why did god have to take him he meant so much to me and my family and bam he just went the boys did help me but tbh I still somehow cutting smoking and getting drunk I can't control this feeling once's I'm sad I'm sad for ages and I can't do nothing about it I wish I could control it like why can't I just be happy why can't ppl understand what's it like living with anxiety and depression like I wish ppl did the boys kinda get it bc I've told them what it's like I just want to be happy like why can't I when I get happy I always end up being sad again :( xx

Bro I legit know how you feel I honestly understand it fully like don't worry I'm here if you need anything just bloody message me okay even if u don't want to make me sad idc just message me I don't want you feeling alone and going through this alone you will miss your dad I miss mine as well I left when I was 5 and passed away when I was 12 he came and got me back when I was 7 because my mum Urm abuses me and my sister so he came and got us back then he started doing it himself and I just lost I couldn't take it so I took my sister and left to go live with my best friend cormac he helped me and my sister throughout this shit time then when I found out my dad passed I had to tell my sister Emily and that fucking broke me to see her break down we both wanted to die at the point we did end up
both ending up getting depressed and cutting I think Emily has stopped but I still do it I always feel like I'm alone I constantly feel like I'm getting left out and I'm the second hand I'm not nothing special to anyone not even my own family like my mum she's moved on she wants to go to London for like s holiday but me and my sister have to go to get to know my step dad and sister and brother it fucking sucks me and Emily are just gonna get left out and it honestly feels shit I hate it :( xx

Wait I live in London I can always come and find u and Emily I'll bring the boys as well if u ever need cheering up you and Emily have come through so much I can't even imagine what it is like me and the boys are always her for you both if You both need to get away and have a break just come to the flat it's (the address I ain't putting it in bc it will make me sad) but like if u are in Ireland and need to get away I'll book the plane tickets like don't worry about money or anything else just message me okay me and the boys are here to help you two out xxxx

Omg thank you so much brookie it means an absolute world to me that you are so kind and nice to me and Emily honestly thank you so much xxxxx

Jackyyy it means no problem give me Emily's snap and I'll make a gc okay and just message that if you both need anything okay xxx

Okay I will her snap is emilysduffs and thank you so much again xx

                        
jackduff98 ryebeaumont75 Andyfowler67 mikeycobban38 harvey73 emilysduffs was added

Emilysduffs names the gc Favourites🤪🤙🏼

Emily PoV ;
I was minding my own business when my phone went off I looked and saw this dude Gibsonwyatt98 added you as a friend I was hella confused until jack said it's his mate he'll tell me everything later so I added him back and got put in a gc and named it favourites🤪🤙🏼

                               Favourites🤪🤙🏼

Brookie🙊
Hi hi em

Emily🦋
Hey gibby:) x

Rye🐝
Hi gang 🤙🏼

Fovvs🌵
Hi 👋🏼

Mike👾
Hey 👋🏼

Jackyy☘️
Ello peps

Brookie🙊
I made this gc so when jack and Emily need anything they can come to us for help or to rant  or anything really but it can be just for normal messaging as well

Em🦋
Awh thank you brookie so I guessing jacks told u mostly everyone about your life there's more to it but yeah we'll explain later:/ xxx

Rye🐝
Take as long as you need to tell us brook has told us as well bc he wasn't "well" on day and I made him tell us basically x

Jackyy☘️
Yeah em I've told him about... dad and everything after that kinda not all of it x

Em🦋
Okay hopefully they'll understand it :/ xx

Jackyy☘️
They will don't worry sissy :/ xx

Em🦋
I hope so brothiee xx

Fovvs🌵
Okay the way you have nicknames for each other is everything but I understand you both have always been closed xx

Jackky☘️
Yeah it's been us since the start basically xx

Em🦋
We are coping tho ain't we just about 🤙🏼 xxx

Jackyy☘️
Yeah just about sissy

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