Life as I have known it

Finding the comfort

Drake was grinning at me once again. Through his eyes I thought that I had seen happiness like he was healing from something. I asked him politely why he had chosen me to try to make my life a princess style. Without even giving me enough time to finish my sentence he immidiately said that when he had seen my face for the first time he saw me different than others and that I longed for a new life. He told me that I was different than the others and that I had feelings for others.

Finally he asked me to tell him something about my past. I took a deep breath as a tear went down my cold face. He immidiately gave me a kleenex and comforted me by saying that if I didn't want to intersect my past with him it was ok but I didn't. I didn't want to keep everything for myself so I started telling him my whole story : the fact that I was living in this whole great family and found my self prostituting. I even told him the fact that the people I was living with weren't my true parents and that I needed to go search for my real mother. After I finished my story I felt my stomach ache thinking that I shouldn't have given such information to a total stranger.

After an awkward silence I asked him to tell me about his past. He began his story by telling me that he was coming from a noble family and that the house we were in was his favourite house and that it belonged to his great grand father . His family was russian and they had a very good buisness there which he didn't discuss about that day. He told me that he had no brothers and sisters and his mother had died because of his father. He told me that is was a very long story and he tought that I was tired to hear all about the messing up stuff. 

After he had told me all the bits and pieces about his family he began showing me around the mansion. I felt like I was living a dream again as I had never tought that I would live in a house that looked a bit different from my old house. The mansion had like a trillion rooms all with expensive ornaments and each coverd with vintage wallpaper. He showed me his room and told me that if I felt scared in the night he wouldn't mind if I come in and talk to him. I thanked him for an other time and finally managed to tell him that I was very tired and I needed to sleep he walked with me to my room and after he told me to sleep tight he kissed me on my forehad and added that he would see me again the day after.

Good night, sweet dreams and take care. Drake said.

Sleep tight and thanks  I managed to say between a yawn and another at the same time and thanking god that now I could sleep again in a comfortable bed !!