Hotel Ceiling (a Rixton fanfic)

Prologue: Hotel Ceiling

I can see it coming round full circle my friend.

On the TV they said they had reported you dead...

And it hurt... God, it hurt...

It was my fault 'cause I could've sworn that you said,

It was easy to find another for your bed.

How does it feel to leave me this way,

When all that you have's been lost in a day?

Everything falling apart for me...

Everyone knows, but not what to say.

I've been wonderin' now.

What should I do?

I've been staring at the hotel ceiling,

Drinking everything I've found this evening,

Trying to forget...

Trying to hold on to the sweetest feeling,

Still remembering the jokes, the memories, the things that couldn't be...

So I'll never let you go, don't you leave me lonely.

Please...

Start to see this, everyone I know cannot believe this.

I'm trying to hold on to the sweetest feeling,

So I'll never let you go, don't you leave me lonely now.

When my eyes open, morning pulls me into the view, no

I guess I'm only acting in the way that you do.

Just being alone, no.

Only time tells me more than I hoped, all that I know is

I'll be fine in a fortnight, lo and behold,

I knew I shouldn't have let you go.

What did I do wrong? Why couldn't I save you?!

I've been staring at the HOTEL ceiling,

Drinking everything I've found this evening,

Trying to hold on to the sweetest feeling,

So I'll never let you go, don't you leave me lonely.

Start to see this, everyone I know cannot believe this.

I'm trying to hold on to the sweetest feeling,

So I'll never let you go, don't you leave me lonely now.

I can see it coming round full circle, my friend.

On the TV they said they had reported you dead...

Regrets, joy, memories... it is all coming to my mind right now. Her smile, her personality, the things that we shared...

It was difficult but I would try to carry on.

For me.

For Margaret.

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Highly recomment to listen to "Hotel Ceiling" as you read this...

Chapter 1 coming soon, promise!