Hi. It's been a while. Let's get right into things.
Things will get worse before it gets better, but don't worry because it will get better. You will still struggle with anorexic, paranoid, and suicidal thoughts. You will self harm again. Your father will still be a cheat with a whore. Your best friend will seem more distant. You will struggle and cry in school. You will get hallucinations of a man wanting to kill you.
But it will get better. Things have to get better.
-Ryan Vincent Duplechain