growth

sunshine

{ hi this is my first chapter so please don't judge me too harshly if I have any grammar or punctuation problems you can leave a comment or message me and tell me and I'll fix it but please enjoy the chapter )

It was a beautiful sunny day in Mobius. I woke up with the warmth of the sun on my skin. Birds are chirping sweet melodies outside my window and then the peaceful sound of my obnoxiously loud alarm clock. I still for the life of me couldn't figure out why I had chosen an alarm clock that sounds like a fire alarm. Not only was I a crazy light sleeper that would literally wake up to anyting. I hated these types of sounds! therefore I hate waking up in the morning. After letting out and annoyed groan. I finally had the strength to roll myself out of bed walk over to my counter; that was strangely way on the other side of my room and turn off my alarm it was my way of waking myself up. I guess since I had to get out of the bed to turn the alarm off I wouldn't be tempted to get back in the bed and go to sleep too bad that never really works. After turning off my alarm I immediately walk back to my bed and proceeded to fall back asleep and; wake up 30 minutes later to the sound of my mother telling me to come down for breakfast "oh crap!" I say in a loud whisper " I can't believe I overslept again and I plan so well" or at least that was a lie I was telling myself so I felt like I had accomplished something. I quickly put on some clothes good thing I took a shower last night because it would be kind of gross to go to school without showering. I didn't have time to  put on any amount of makeup. I ran downstairs " morning Mom!" I said before quickly stuffing my face with whatever food she had made for me I still can't remember what it was." Don't tell me you woke up late again Amelia" my mother said in a disappointed tone. My mouth was too full to argue so I just rolled my eyes in annoyance." Amelia I told you have to be more responsible how hard could it be to wake up in the morning?" But that wasn't the hard part the hard part was staying awake. " I do wake up in the morning!" I stated but my mouth was so full that she couldn't understand anything that I was saying." What?" My mom said with  a cartoonishly confused face " nevermind just finished eating and getting ready for school or you're going to be late" after I finally finished stuffing my face I run to the bathroom brush my teeth and fix my hair before making my way to the door " bye Mommy love you see you later!" I say as I finally reached the door "bye sweetheart love you too see you after school" my mom says and with that I'm finally on my way I walk to school everyday it's not that far from my home maybe about a 3 to 5-minute walk depending on how fast I'm going.  I probably should have been walking faster but it was just such a beautiful day. I couldn't help but admire the way the sun light reflected off the morning dew on the trees it was like they sparkled. Though gorgeous days like this were common in Mobius during spring and summer. it was about to turn into fall so the trees weren't quite turning their orange and yellow colors yet but I still considered it autumn even though it was warm and I couldn't help but bask in the Sun. I love immersing myself and nature it makes me feel so...calm. as I started to get closer to my school the sound of other students chattering there footsteps phones and Whispers started to get louder and louder and I started to come back to my senses. I had made it to school just in time to get to my locker. There was no sign of any of my friends which was kind of weird since I usually bumped into one or two of them in the morning which I didn't mind at first until thoughts of a certain someone started to come to my mind I couldn't believe I hadn't thought about him all morning Maybe it was because I was in such a rush ' I wonder what Sonic's up to I hope his morning wasn't as difficult as mine starting out' I thought while collecting my books for my first class. My first class is honors chemistry which is kind of weird since that was also tails's is first class his glass but Tails probably has all honors classes. Just as these thoughts finished crossing my mind I hurt to familiar voices " hey Ames!"
" good morning Amy." It was Sonic and Tails of course just the two I was thinking about." Hey Tales. Good morning Sonic!" I said and ran up to Sonic giving him a nice hug just a good ol squeeze like I usually did. And he responded with his usual discomfort but I didn't mind I was used to it "so how was your morning" I said still holding onto him tightly "it was good but now I'm having trouble...." "trouble with what?" I said worriedly what could possibly be giving my Sonic trouble "breathing" Sonic said in a quick gasp. "Oh!" I said realizing that I might have squeezed a tad bit too hard and quickly let him go " sorry about that I'm just so excited probably because it's such a beautiful day today" after Sonic had finally regained his breath he replied " yeah it is really nice today couldn't help but notice how warm it is" "yeah" dreamily I said while looking at Sonic the way the sun glistened off of his beautiful blue fur oh my chaos he is one of the most majestic creatures I have ever seen in my entire life. I also couldn't help but notice as I caught a glimpse outside of the school Through the Windows how pretty the flowers were the school really prided themselves on making sure that everything looked nice and that it was a very relaxing environment for the students I guess I got lost in thought because Sonic had kind of made a coughing noise that wasn't really a real coughing noise that brought me back a to whatever conversation I was supposed to be having with him. I couldn't help but blush because he had to notice I was staring right at him the whole time " anyway Amy there's something I really needed to tell yo-" he was cut off by the sound of the bell ringing " what is it!" I wouldn't mind being late for class to hear whatever he had to say but he just told me that it was better for him to talk to me about it after school and then ran off to his first class. First period Second period 3rd period 4th period. I couldn't stop thinking about what Sonic could possibly want to tell me . My mind raced at all the possibilities. I practically muddled through all of my first few classes.  until lunch where I had a brief conversation with Rouge and cream about it Rouge teased he might be trying to confessed his love to me. Cream giggled at her remark a light pink blush Rose over my face what if that really was what he was going to tell me. The other classes were a blur with my mind racing even more than before. I couldn't help but imagine Sonic confessing to me as if he was proposing. ' sigh' I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of the last period Bell ringing.  I immediately rushed to my locker and put my stuff away before sonic got there. And then I waited for what felt like forever but was probably less than 6 minutes Sonic was a popular guy and it kind of took him a while to get out of the large body of students. When he finally made it to my locker he shot me a sweet almost worried smile. Of course I smiled back" so sonic what was it you needed to tell me?" Sonic's smile faded. he looked down and shuffled his feet back and forth for a few seconds before looking up his face now confident like he had something really important to say. Was he really going to confess he had my complete and utter attention " Amy I needed to tell you that... I know you've had a crush on me for like ever and I really care about you. you're a really important part of my life and a really great friend. And I don't want to lead you on anymore so I need to tell you... I think I might be gay." "What." I said in a half whisper I was shocked that was not at all what I was expecting Sonic continued " I think no I know that I am and I'm not interested in you in a romantic way.. I'm sorry" Sonic said I guess he was waiting for a response but I have nothing to say my mind was racing " you are the only person I've told besides tails so-" after that I couldn't really hear anything else The Sounds around me started to tune out I was completely gone there was only me  in a dark,dark place that I have never been to before and the faint sound of  rain . Sonic had broken my heart plenty times before when he stood me up and when he didn't accept my affections toward him  but this was completely different.  This was the real thing I could almost hear my heart shattering into a million pieces. Once I had collected myself and realize the situation a little more a few thought started to pop up into my head but the first one was that I wouldn't cry at least not in front of Sonic I didn't want him to see me like that. Especially since I had realized that he was only trying to protect me he wanted to tell me this because he didn't want me to end up inevitably hurt thinking that there might be a chance that he might have the same feelings towards me. And though I could practically feel the wall of Tears building up behind my eyes I didn't dare let one drop roll down my cheek. My face was probably really red from trying to hold back my tears. " Ames are you okay?" " I'm fine I just need to be alone" I said it quickly before turning around first walking at a slow pace and then speeding up as I make my way out of the school building. I ran halfway home when I was brought back to reality by the feeling of rain on my skin. Rain? It was only a sprinkle at first then it started to pour,and I realized that I wasn't anywhere near Sonic anymore. Tears uncontrollably started to stream down my face I couldn't hold back my sobs.

How did such a beautiful day turn into this...

{ the end... just kidding that's the end of the first chapter poor Amy I love her so much I'm sorry anyway I hope that it was enjoyable and I'll try to have the next chapter up in a week or so thank you for reading 😊}