REMINISCE

How can I?

Why the world seems so cruel?

Our paths separated,

By loneliness of our past.

I want peace on my own,

I lost ice cream on my cone,

I forgot to call you on my phone,

To tell you, "I WANT TO BE ALONE."

I hope I can turn back time,

Where I'll snob you instead of loving you,

But I'm afraid to trust anyone,

Because I tried before to call someone,

I also scream, but I guess I'm just no one.

Those images of a happiness,

Why it became sorrow and grief?

I love your ears and your pointed nose,

I wish I have the guts to hug or kiss you,

And to be with you for a life time.

I'm afraid of losing you,

So I'll do my best for you,

Everytime that I'm with you,

I hope that I can spend my life with you.

But how can I stay by your side,

If I don't have you to fight on my side?

I'm your pillow and you're my blanket,

Even we're both broken,

I'll still love you until the end.

I may not be so strong,

To choose a path that is wrong,

Maybe I'm a fool,

To make a wrong pull,

And I'm so hopeless,

To find you, my happiness.

A cold breeze brought me to fear,

How I imagine you are here,

Beside me referring to give me a kiss,

And I'll hug you so tight,

But you vanished as I blinked...