Sf9 imagines ( Slow update )

Fake love ( 2 )

No morning has ever felt like the old times where I was on my phone replying to his nonstop texts. Asking me this and that which he had never done in the past . Im annoyed but half of me speaks otherwise because this is the dawoon im craving to have as a boyfriend .If only he'd done it earlier before i decided to break things of with him we'd probably have kids run around inside the house

The thought of dawoon playing , chasing them around and being a kid himself made me not realising that i was smiling to myself that was until the doorbell rang snapping me out of it .

" dawoon ? what are you doing here this early? " i asked confused to see him standing on the other side of the door frame smiling from ear to ear as the door opened before him . " good morning to you too babe " he answered before giving me a light peck on the lips which got me taken aback but high key liked it.

" you smell nice btw . ready for work ? " he asked while he enters without my permission to do so .

" actually, i was just having breakfast and i'll be out in 10 " I replied to him arms crossed against my chest as i walked over to where he is . God knows how much i want him out right now but then some over feeling washed over me but i couldn't explain what this feeling is .

" are you on a diet ? i dont see any junk in here " He turned with a confused look plastered on his face leaving me letting out an awkward chuckle. " i guess .. im , kinda in a diet ? heh " To my surprise he scold me . Compare to the dawon , mr ' i dont remember i have a girlfriend ' i used to know . He wouldn't even care . Fuck he wouldn't even ask if i've eaten or not .

I was indeed in a deep thought that i didn't realise him standing infront of me caressing his thumb against my cheek and for the first time , i saw worry in his eyes . sincerely. " are you ? are you on a diet or .. you haven't eaten that much "

aaand he figured .

" i , ..why are you here anyway dawon? dont you- "

" I took a day off for you "

" what but why ? " i asked and instantly he went over me holding my hand in his lightly squeezing it . " so one day you'll find yourself saying opening up for me was worth it " I couldn't lie to myself that when he said that it kind of moved me which is why i didnt yank my hand away from his hold but that wasnt the only reason .

As he said that i kept my head low enough so my eyes were only eyeing on our hands and the moment i squeezed his back lightly, that when i felt it , the feeling wanting to cry right there infront of him . I miss his hold . Although in the past we didn't really spend that much time with each other still the days that we did it's hard to not forget the warmth . How his head would easily nuzzled against my neck with his arm circling over my frame .

" Maya ?

" Babe .. — amaya ?! "

" H-huh "

" im driving you to work . you ready to go ? " i went silent for a while blinking my eyes rapidly not believing what he had actually said . " w-wheres dawoon and what have you done with him . Replying without words spoken , he chuckled cupping one cheek while caressing it with his thumb .

" still a cutie just like how i remember " i sigh deeply in relief and without realizing i lean into his touch and as i did , i heard him murmured a fuck which got me to question why .

" you know how much i love it when you lean in like that. it made me think you're actually not—" not letting him finish of his sentence , i took on of his hand in mine and dragged him out and made him chuckle as i said " im not gonna let myself get scold because of you again because not today satan , not today "

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" unlock the door now dawoon , this isnt funny ! "i said looking back and forth at my boss and co workers and the door handle ,  aggressively trying to open the door . " dawoon ! "

" i told you , no kiss no can do " he said leaving me to cross my arms against my chest , shaking head in disbelief . " come on , just one kiss then i'll let you go — promise " instead of feeling annoyed, i somehow got mad to when he voice out a promise . I got so mad i didn't realise that ive let tears escape my eyes

" m-maya , i was just- "

" Stop promising if you're only gonna break it , just stop ! it hurts " i trailed off with a sob

" babe .. "

" —please just , unlock the car " to my surprise he did as i told him to but the second before i could get out of the car , his fingers were quick to wrap themselves around my wrist gently tugging on it making me completely turn to face him . " i know ive done enough that's hurting you so much but that was before . i came back to make things up to you , to be an actual boyfriend to you " he said while he brushes of the hot tears that touched my cheeks ever so softly that it once more made me lean into his touch

" i love you amaya , so much i  "

" dawoon . i dont want to hear that from you .. for now " and just like that he lets his hand slid down while the other runs to unlock the car door . Eyes never leaving the view outside the window as if what i said has hurt his feelings and thanking him for the ride is all i did before i watch him drove off the second i shut the door close .

P/s : It's not fully finished yet but since i havent updated anything .. why not !