Next Door Neighbor Written By : CeJTheGreat

F* You Im Done

Chapter 4
4:43am i know I just read that across my phone. The Light was so bright I had to turn it down. Wondering how could it be 7:04am already? Time be flying by. At this time i had to wake the love of my life up. Oh so sad how I didn't even get to fuck, "Fucck!" Shouting out loud, awakening mar. " Fuck what time is it? " he hopped up so quick I couldn't even see him put his pants on.
I mean I did duh but he was moving so swift I knew I wasn't the only one. Good thing I had his clothes already laid out for him. So he wouldn't have worry about him being late but I wish it was longer. Some keys unlocked the front door. " Where are the kids? " " Girl I took they ass to they daddy house!" A conversation I was hearing coming from out the living room. Oh no no no, it couldn't be.
It was my aunt I thought she was coming home a little later with her guy. "Girl Jamari gone tell me he gone come home in the morning, and bitch he still hasn't even shot a good morning text he know I gotta be at work in a 1 hour. Good thing my momma came and got Jamoni and Nesraae cause I would've needed help right now. It's like I don't know what the hell done got him gone like this. I know twins might be a lot, at least I'm trying." Cried Paris.
I was stuck in a daze, I didn't know what to do. Or, or what to say, or how to say it. Wondering how everything came down tumbling so soon. He's never going to fucking with me again. Panicking inside i just knew we was caught. I couldn't even , turn around to look him in his eyes. Sweating I was trying to think fast. My body was heating up. But I felt a cold wave on outside of my body. He slightly touched me and I jumped with all the fear in my body.
       " What are we going to do?" I'm on the verge of crying at this point. "Mar'je you're going have to go out there and get them out the house." Me? Go outside this door and draw attention to myself and get caught is his plan? He Probably just trying to jump out the window. Knowing these St Louis as niggas. I don't put shit past shit. " No why would I .." realizing I was raising my voice. I stopped and grabbed my robe, slip on my house shoes.
        Turning the door knob my aunt knocks on the door and asked if I want to go to the store, I had no choice but to say yeah. I love going, not going would make it a red flag, " Yeah TeTe, give me a sec.. gotta get dressed." As I hurried to put on some clothes I had just washed two nights before. I slip it on right it front of Mar. Yeah I knew what I was doing. Slipping on my tight jeans, with my bra and jacket. Changing my shoes. I put on my all black pumas.
" You just going to put it all in my face like I won't eat that mafucka right here again." Grabbing my waist, bring me closer towards him. " Oh so now you ready for round two?" Pulling him closer to me. I got weak. I got wet with the same feeling from last night. Lord knew how bad I wanted him. I'm dead ass digging him now since he said that. He still fuck with me even though his bm was on the other side of the door.
But then again like I said St. Louis niggas something else. He might try to get me to act and get caught and some how or way, he makes it my fault. I quickly say. "Stay right here dont move.."
Boom Boom Boom, " Girl come on! You gone get left." Yes leave me. I go out my door. "You ready?" Asked my aunt. "Yeah give me a sec, I have to brush my teeth and stuff." Walking towards the bathroom. "You brushing your teeth again? That was only like 5 hours ago.
This bitch can't count for one. And, " You sucking dick again?" Rolling her eyes she walks off with out saying another word. She knew how she be getting down. Turning off the light when I was finished. "C'mon tete,I'm ready" walking towards the front door I approached Paris. My heart dropped. I thought she heard it. " Goodmorning Paris!" Couldn't even look her straight in her eye. I walked out the door.
They followed behind. My aunt locked the door. Leaving Mar on my bed. I just couldn't do this car ride knowing what was going on in my head. More like my legs.
Back at my place. Leaves Ash and Mar. only lord knows what's going to happen. I just pray that he doesn't get caught. We got to the store. My aunt did her thing or what ever. So we get McDonald's she asked me what I wanted. I told her I wanted that McGriddle sandwich. Two of them for the deal. " Medium fries , and large sprite." It was my favorite thing to get at McDonald's but don't forget the chocolate chip cookies.
Still nothing make me forget about the snack I already had so I was kinda already full.
We paid for our food and proceeded home. I thought to myself how everything went smooth now all i got to do is get Mar home. " Hey Lenia could dropped me off at home?" Tapping my aunts arm. "Sure thing boo, that's no problem at all". All I could think is ughh. Dirty asses. We made it to our street. We let Paris out first.
We pulled up in the driveway I get out and stretch. "Awwwww" Cracking all my bones in one graceful way. Damn that shit felt good. I couldn't help but reach for stars, face ass. My phone buzz in my back pocket it was Ash. I Instantly checked it. She asked could she get some of my perfume. I replied to her and said I'll give it to you when I get in the house. She hits me with okay. So as I was stepping in the door with my food.
Paris stopped me. "Hey Jay, I have a quick question?". Trying to get in the door I realized I would be rude so I stopped. "yeah what's the word?". Turning around towards her porch. "Earlier you didn't look me in my eyes what's up with that?" I damn near dropped my food. I Wiped my forehead, food all in my hands. "Aw I.. I didn't? my bad I had just woke up." My phone buzzed a couple more times. It was Mar.
I didn't check them yet. It low-key put a smile on my face, catching myself. My phone buzzed again. I didn't even look I knew it was Mar. "Oh well okay." I started to walk in the house. I felt her eyes on me still. I pulled my phone out. I got a message from Ash too. I checked Mar first. He was only saying that he was hungry and hurry up. I dropped my phone. I picked it and put my battery back in my phone.
Aw I started to put my phone back together, I was walk through the living room and I put my stuff down in the kitchen. My phone finally came back on. I got up to go to my room. A soon as I got to my room my phone ding three times with three different text messages running across my screen. The first one read " Omg you taking to long." The second one read "JAYYY!" And the the third one read As I go to open the door "Ill get it myself."
Just to come into a room full of eyes. The look in Ash eyes was so indescribable. I couldn't help but almost break down. She was so hurt it made me sick. "What the fuck is he doing in your room?" Shouting. I completely rushed her and cover her mouth and threw her back on the bed. Her tears rolled back on her face into her ears. I couldn't help but feel like I fucked up bad. But we couldn't let Paris find out.
" Ash please?" I couldn't help but beg her to stop before TeTe over heard. She hit me dead In my shit. Blood leaking from my lip. I couldn't help but bust out in tears again. Lowering her voice. " BITCH MY FIRST LOVE?" Grinding her teeth together but still putting as much base in her voice as she could. I totally forgot that was her first love. Her first time at that. It complete slip my mind.
Feeling dead embarrassed in front of Mar. She pushed him towards the wall. He bump it hard as fuck. "Man Watch the fuck out shorty, I'm not her I'll beat you ass" Catching his self on his heel. "Bitch you fucked my cousin" swing on him. He duck, and catches her arms. Pushing her back on the bed. "Let me the fuck go." She spits on him. I couldn't help but to stop holding my lip and look. He smacks the rest of the spit out of her mouth with no hesitation. She got to kicking like crazy. His private area was a apart of it.
I tried to get her to stop and I got kicked in the eye. So now I got a kicked eye and a busted lip. I'm guessing I deserved this. We let her go. She got up and pointed. She didn't say a word but only to let tears drop. I cried with her. "Don't Cry with me you fake ass bitch. I thought I was tripping last night when I seen his jacket on the couch and it was gone. You went behind my FUCKING BACK AND HURT ME YOU STUPID BITCH? My MOTHERFUCKING MOMMA TOOK YOU IN YOU DIRTY HAND ME DOWN WEARING BITCH!"
These words was hitting home hard. I didn't know what to do but stand there looking salty as fuck crying. My aunty busted in.. silence every where. Blood dripping on the floor and tears flood the floor as well.
         " WHAT THE FUCK IS YALL DOING..." she completely stops. She starts to realizes a lot of shit. And I just knew that by just watching her eyes go back and forth from me to them. My blood to ash tears.
TeTe eventually put three and three together. But It was still giving her five though. She was still trying figure something out. She was so baffled that she was out of words that she didn't even know how to use. I've been walked in on doing some shit. Smoking having mini get togethers. I got caught drinking, sneaking in. Getting caught with my boyfriend and I. We were half way naked but we was just starting to kiss. Never nothing like this. TeTe totally Bewildered.
         She finally spoke. "Jamari How did you end up here? Mar'je How you end with a beat up bloody face? And Sweetp why are you crying?" All she could do was find out. Her whole mood changed quick. She didn't know what to do, all she knows if her friend man is at her house dead smack in the morning, In her niece's room in some type of mess with her kid and kin.
Mari tried to answer and I quickly hopped on board. Paris was the last person we wanted to find out. We didn't even get to fuck. But everything just started tumbling down so quick. It crumbled my heart as well. I was the first to like him. I was just young as fuck man. "I had just came over to ask Mar'je or Ash if they seen Paris. Me and Mar'je was arguing about the money she owe me for the weed I fronted her two nights ago.
      One thing lead to another, and she spits on me. I pushed her which made her slip into hitting the bed railing. Ash came in and seen and started yelling and crying and that's when she pushed me to the wall and yelled again, then you came in" he looked me dead in my face for help. Tears rolling down my face. I look up at ash to see if she was going to deny it first. She looked away and never said anything. " Man fuck him TeTe, Tell Him to get the fuck out!" Yelling. But I over hear Ash say something slick out her mouth. "Yeah if you haven't already fucked"
Walking out, my aunt over hears her too. " What you say Sweet?" Turning around towards the door frame. She walks out towards the bathroom where Ashley was drying her face. "I said fuck him" she flicked the light and brushed through my aunt. Ash slams her to her room and locked it. "I believe someone's lying. Ash ain't that upset cause he put his hands on you. What's going on?" She walked back in the room where we were whispering to each other.
We totally stopped. I started looking down so it wasn't looking like we was talking. " Te I just want to lay down and clean my face. Could you please tell him to leave?" Bushing past her as well. I headed in the bathroom closed the door and started to listen to their conversation. "Mar I'm going to have to ask you to leave. Paris has been over here almost 30 mins ago. Aren't you supposed to be there for her anyway?" Lifting her hand up through my door and letting him out.
" Yeah I am but I was out all night and me and bro was fucked up, I know I fucked up." Which got to me a little cause I never wanted this to happen like this. I just started to think about what's going to happen next. Was this our last time speaking? I started calling him. I couldn't help but to find out how he was feeling. He answered the second time. " What Jay?" I just knew we fucked up. "I was trying to figure out if you was okay?" Asking him while whipping all this dry blood off of me.
"The question is are you okay?" Hearing his foot steps go up the stairs. " yeah I'm good, I'm guessing that was my karma." Shedding a little more tears. Because that shit was just embarrassing from the jump. " hold up ima call you back bro, I'm walking in the crib" he instantly started to lie and I caught on but I wasn't about to hang up if he wasn't. I told him okay, and I completely stopped talking.
" Bae? Wife?" I hear him call out. Walking through what it seems to be his hallway or something. She yells back that she was in the bedroom. He walks in, and started to plead to her. " I'm so so sorry that I was late baby, I know I made you worried. And I'm sorry for that, but could I make it up to you?" He sat down on the bed and grabbed the ash tray. She didn't say a word. It was like she already knew he was lying.
It was silent for a couple of minutes. " I'm going out tonight, Lenna and I are going to have a couple of drinks tonight. So don't wait up on me, I won't be home to later! Was you going to need to the car or anything?" She closes her makeup kit and walks in the bath room. Their room was huge so she made an echo when she went in the bathroom in their room. "Nah baby I don't have to do anything tonight, I can just wait until you get home. You need to go out anyway you deserve it. As well as I did."
I know what we did is killing him inside cause I know he felt like it was his turn to take in karma. He couldn't tell her no anyway she do more than he does. I just sat in the mirror holding the phone listening to them. I called out his name. He never responded. That was my confirmation that I was in his pocket. I left my phone on the sink counter in the bathroom. I might as well take a shower.
Leaving my phone in the bathroom I walk in my room to grab me some clothes. Ash walks out her room, and goes straight into the bathroom to use it. I hear to toilet flush. Didn't think nothing of it. "I fucking hate that bitch. I should throw this bitch phone down the toilet." Looking at my phone with sickness in her eyes. She over hear voices coming from my phone. She instantly picks it up. She read the contact going across "Mar baby" I know it hurt her soul again. She just sat and listened.
Mar threw his phone on the bed and walked out towards the kitchen. She puts my phone in her pocket and comes out the bathroom. She goes over to sit next to my aunt in the living room . " You okay now Ash?" Over hearing her ask ash. I didn't think anything of it so I was still grabbing my clothes. " did you tell Paris her man was over here beating up on chicks?" Propping back on the couch. And sitting her feet up under her.
" I just think you should tell her." Giving her hints enough to call Paris she exit out the living back towards her room. But leaving my phone in between the cushions. My aunt called and started to discuss on what she have heard and over seen.
" Girl something wrong with my phone somehow I can hear it echoing. Hold up let me see if it's because it need to be charged or something cuz every time my phone finna die some how it starts to fuck up." She sits on her bed to put her phone on the charger, sitting on mar's phone. Her booty pushes the speaker.
" yeah girl my bad, I had to put this mafucker on the charger." Sitting back her on her pillows. She put one of her legs on the floor and one straight on the bed with just her pants and bra on. " Yeah Mar and my niece got into it.." the echo got louder and started ringing over and again till she realized it was Jamari's phone. She dramatically hung up in my aunts face.
I over hear my aunt say to herself " Damn girl you just hang up like that?" Sitting her phone on the table in front of her. Not knowing Paris still wondering how she could hear my aunt say things or why he's even on the phone, with someone over here in this house. She picks up the phone and read "Mar'je" across his screen. Who ever knew he had my stuff saved. Now thoughts are racing through her head. Trying to figure out how we got into it but we was on the phone?" Did I call her" , she started to think to herself.
I come out my room with my clothes for after I get our the shower I headed into the bathroom. My phone was missing. I started to look around cause I know for fact I left it on the sink. My tete knocked on the door. " hey I gotta get in there and piss, come out" I open the door to let her piss. I asked have she seen my phone she said no. I begin to look for it. Ash was last person I wanted to ask, but I was if I can't find my shit. I begin to search high and low. From my bed room tearing that bitch upside down too the kitchen drawers just to not find shit. I get to living room I begin to look in the cushions.
I reached it. Damn I thought to myself did I come out here with my phone and I left it in here. I seen mar was still on the phone I hung up. Not asking if he was back or not. Paris still having his phone in her hand. She just sat there amazed to what she heard and seen. Not knowing how to react or shit. "Mar? Come here for me just a second" yelling out to mar. He walks in the room. " what's up bae?" She throw his phone at him. "Ima ask you this one time, where that fuck was you at last night?" His face was lost. He didn't know what to do or say. He didn't know what all she knew.
So hit her back with niggas famous line. "Man What the fuck you tripping, I told you where I was at. Why the fuck you going through my phone?" Grabbing his phone to a locked screen. Thinking to his self how the fuck she get in my shit anyway. "Mane what the fuck is you talking about bra?" Coming closer towards her. "How the fuck you end up at lenna house this morning? Looking for me and we stay next door!!"
Pushing his head back. Her nails was long as fuck so she knew she couldn't swing on him. "Mane what, I always go over there looking for you when you not at the crib. I stopped here first what you mean?" Lowering his tone. "When don't I go over there asking for you?" Grabbing her arm to pull her close. " Aw yeah bitch, you think I'm stupid? Why the fuck was you just on the phone with that bitch jay if y'all into it?" Not knowing that I was still on the phone with him the whole time.
"Man for like what 30secs?" Grabbing his phone off his bed. He used his thumb code to get in. "Nah bitch more like the whole time you was at home, bitch keep trying to play me like I'm dumb and I'm hurt you ass!" Looking puzzled by the eyes, he didn't know what to say again. "oh now you don't have shit to say, What happen to me tripping huh bitch?" Grabbing her shirt to put it on. "Bro i must of forgot to hang up. Man you tripping I don't fuck with that bitch. You know I love you so why is you tipping?" Sitting down on the bed.
She puts on her shoes and begins to get ready to leave. " Shut the fuck up talking to me, your a liar." Pausing for a sec. She thought to herself. Then spoke out loud. "If you don't fuck with her call her back" reaching for his phone he quickly snatch it back from her so she wouldn't grab it. "CALL THE BITCH" shouting in his face. He quickly called me. " Mane you wanna see for yourself?" hoping I won't answer he typed my name in to find me. "Let me see you call her, put the bitch on the speaker too." Standing on her tippy toes to see what he was doing. He put the phone on speaker it rang about 5 times on the 6th time I answered. "What's up mar? She gone for work?"
I didn't hear anything for a minute. " Hello? helloooo?" I didn't get any answer but that he hung up. That was weird, I thought to myself. I sat the phone back down and turned on the shower. He quickly tried to grab her. "GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME, MOVEEE. FUCK YOU IM DONE BTCH" tears flowing harder then anybody who shedded some tears today. " MAN WHAT? I'M NOT LETTING YOU GO, THAT DONT MEAN SHIT!" Yelling at her to get her to stay she continued to pack her things. She through him his keys. "I'm calling a Uber I'm tired of you stepping out onme this your second time, you told me you was done. You can't lie either cause why does she want to know if I'm gone or not? You gone fuck her in my bed too? You probably was at her house last night!" As she started to drop tears on her phone. She try's to call herself an Uber.
Buzzing her phone, the Uber was confirmed and it was 4 mins away. "So you just gone leave me like that? I won't fuck no bitch in yo bed. And I told you where I was at man" Dropping a tear he couldn't even hide no more. " You stepped out on me, how could you do me like that?" Reaching for her bag her Uber a minute and a half away. " I DIDNT DO HAVE DONE SHIT WITH THAT LITTLE AS GIRL." Her Uber has arrived. Her phone begins to ring. "Hey Paris it's a car outside your house! That's for you?" My aunt was the feds her nosey ass don't never stay out the window. " yeah that's for me, it's my Uber. The car isn't working" lying to my aunt. "why you ain't ask me I would have taken you where you need to be" still looking out the window she turns around towards the tv.
At this time I was already in the shower. "Nah Girl it's fine, I got it" clearing her throat. Like she wasn't screaming and crying. "What's wrong? You good?" Checking her window again. "Yeah girl I'm fine just a little tired that's all." Walking down their steps. "Okay well just call me if you need anything my aunt replied to a lie she knew was never going to be truth in. Paris hung up and walked clean out the door with her luggage. Placing it in the trunk my aunt watches the whole time. "If she good why she got bags?" My aunt thought to herself.
The Uber rides off and a million text messages floods my phone. My phone begins to ring. I moved back the curtain and tried to reach my phone as the best as I could with out getting out. I failed to grab it and almost slipped. I catches myself but don't catch my phone. It was all text messages from Mar. I wondering what's going on. A new voicemail pops up it's from Mar. I played it. I couldn't hear on my phone so I putted on it speaker. Just to hear....
"YOU DUMB STUPID LA PUSSY ASS BITCH! BECAUSE OF YOU I LOST MY FUCKING EVERYTHING AND MY FIRST LOVE YOU UNWANTED YOUNG ASS BITCH. I HATE YO DRY PUSSY ASS! DONT NEVER CALL ME OR TEXT ME AGAIN. AND I MEAN THAT DUMB ASS DIRTY ASS HO." The messages went on and on saying pretty much the same shit. I didn't know what to say or how to reply. So I dropped my phone and sat in the shower while all water running on top of my head. I didn't know what to do.
I hurt everyone today over some cuffed dick. That turned on me, I hated myself. Someone unlocks the door from the outside. They open the door and foot steps come in. They picks my phone up off the ground and put it back together. " You keep dropping your phone like that. You won't have one" they giggles and walks out. I just knew it was ash. Her room right by the bathroom so I know she over heard it. I started to put two and two together and realized she set me up....