TIA'S P.O.V
''W-What are those Tia?'' Niall asked me with anger and sympathy in his voice.
''Um....Those?'' I asked pointing at the cuts on my wrist from 1 year ago.
*FLASHBACK*
''MOM LET ME GO PLEASE I PROMISE I WONT DO IT AGAIN''
I was shouting but she wouldn't stop. She had a rough day and she got fired. She is taking her anger out on me.
THIS WAS THE BIGGEST FIGHT MY MOM AND I HAVE BEEN IN FOR YEARS.
''HOW DARE YOU KISS HIM I TOLD YOU TO KEEP WAY FROM THAT CUNT'' My mom shouted as she punched my in the stomach. Again. Then Again. Again. AND AGAIN.
Cunt.
How does my mother even know thoes words?
''GO TO YOUR FUCKING ROOM AND NO DINNER FOR TONIGHT''
I nodded and whimpered like a dog. But I went on.
I locked my bedroom door.
I threw away the key. I'am never going back there. AGAIN.
Even if my life depended on it.
I started crying my heart out. I had kissed this boy that my mom told me to keep away from because he was apparently ''A bad influence''.
I loved him.
I got a phone call. I was still crying. The pain was too much.
But I was still with that boy (Not naming the name)
''H-h-hello?''
I asked my voice cracking up.
''Hi.....Tia...I need to talk to you.''
''okay go on.''
''I'am breaking up with you. I'am sorry but-''
''Who's that girl?''
''She's Ashley. M-my girlfriend.''
''Well see you later bitch, bye bye.'' The last sentence was said by that ashley bitch.
I needed something to take the pain away. I went in to my bathroom and found a razor.
I put it close to my wrist and scratched it in a straight line. Not the way to shave. The other way.
I kept cutting and the blood flowed out of my wrist.
GOOD.
Now all I hd to worry about was the pain in my wrist.
And forget all of it.
All.
*FLASHBACK OVER*
''Um those?'' I asked pointing at my cuts.
''Y-y-yeah. Those'' Niall replied as if somebody was punching him in the bacck continously.
''Those are.....MARKERS. YEAH. MARKERS.'' I answered. Lying through my teeth.
''Markers?'' Niall raised an eyebrow....Making me feel the guilt.
''Y-yeah. I love to draw.'' I answered swallowing the huge lump in my throat because I'am ot exactly the best person in Lying. I wish Tasha was next to me. She is the only one who knows about my cuts. Not even mom and dad know. After the ''little'' fight I had with mom, I finally built up the courage to go out of my room. M ymom told me to just forget any of that happened and to make it up to me, she took me to disneyland.
''Well okay'' Niall said. Clearly he knew they weren't markers.
''So.....'' I asked stretching it.
''So......'' Niall said
''Again, Why did you hold me back?'' I questioned, Clearly dyeing to know.
''Why?'' I asked again.
''Niall? WHY?'' He wasn't replying to me even though he was standing literally right infront of me.
''WHY? Niall Answer me'' I was getting angry.
''NIALL TELL ME THE FUCK WHY YOU HELD ME BACK?''
''BECAUSE MAYBE I LIKE YOU'' He answered, Calming down a bit after that.
I stood there.
''Well Yeah you like all of your fans'' I started Screaming
''I MEANT I FUCKING LIKE LIKE YOU'' This time he was angry.
There it stood.
That stupid awkward silence in betwee us going ''OI, MIND IF I JOIN?''
''Y-you actually Like me?'' I questioned just making sure.
''Yes...'' He answered his cheecks turning the colour of Ariana Grande's Hair.
''Well, Niall I just wanted to say that I like you too''
With that his face lit up like a light bulb.
The awkward silence was back again but we broke it by laughing.
We had a good fit for 5 minutes until the boys came out.
''VAS HAPPENIN'?'' Zayn asked.
Harry was smirking. HAHA I know why.
We all just stood there laughing for 2 minutes until their limo pulled up.
''Well bye Guys'' I said.
But just when I turned around, Niall pulled me back, and smashed his lips into mine.
I'am kissing Niall and I just met him.
I can hear the other boys going ''oooooooo''
I don't want to let go. But i pushed him back and said ''Paparazzi''
Niall Winked at me and handed me his number.
''Call me Beautiful.'' Niall said.
''OH AND TELL YOUR FRIEND TASHA TO CALL ME'' Harry shouted. I nodded and gave Niall a little peck on the lips.
When we kissed I literelly fell in love.
He was the one.
And I'am sure of it.
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