Welcome to the world of Leeyah and Chris where nothing last forever and everything is temporary, even your emotions. Will the odds be in their favor or will their love perish against all the things trying to keep them apart?
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It happened again; the dream. It felt so real that I dreaded waking up. Many times like now, I wish my reality could be that dream again. Leaving Chris was probably the hardest thing I ever had to do but somehow, I did. Its been five years and I still find myself dreaming about this nigga like everything is all good.
Of course I will missed him sometimes but what could I do? I left, not him. Although I had my reasons, I still did it. I could have stayed but then he'd really be walking over my ass.
I let my thoughts of Chris take me into another world. A world where everything was perfect like in the beginning. We seemed so flawless but everyone had flaws.
I was so into my thoughts that I didn't even here Jordan come in.
"Good morning beautiful.." Jordan smiled at me as he walked out of the bathroom with nothing but a towel on. A rush of guilt washed over me but yet I still smiled at him as if nothing was wrong.
Everything was wrong.
"Morning.." He walked over to me and pecked my lips. His soft lips brought me back to reality for real. I can't be thinking about Chris. "Sleep well?"
"Not with your tossing and turning.." He informed then a look of concern washed upon his face. "You good?"
"Yeah.." I lied. I hated lying but how do I tell that truth? "Just had a little bad dream, that's all.." I knew he had his doubts; it was evident. But he'd never say anything which hurt more.
He was too sweet and I was too tainted.
Jordan and I started dating a little over a year ago and I'd be lying if I said he wasn't the perfect guy. We met on a movie set that we both were working on; him being an actor and me being a stylist.
His smile probably was the first thing that I saw; it was perfect. His smooth milk chocolate was so inciting. It called me in, almost taunting me. That along with his charm is what really won me over. "As long as you good ma.." He finally said after studying me for a few seconds.
He was so damn sweet and not to mention, great with the kids. They adore him and the feeling is mutual. He never tries to over step his bounties or act like their father. If anything, he was more of their friend, always finding them ways to go and do some sneaky shit I probably wouldn't approve of.
Speaking of my angels, I had to go pick them up from Chris' house in an hour or so. He was going out of town for a while soon so he wanted to spend some time with them before he left. They'd been there for almost two weeks and I was going crazy I hated going long periods without my babies.
Jay went into my closet and I pulled out my phone. I didn't have any messages so I decided to just pressed the Instagram icon and see what my friends were up to. I'm never on here but since I have nothing else better to do, why not? First thing I see is a picture Chris posted.
