You held my hand one last time....looked me in the eye one more time ...
i looked back hoping to see
that spark in your eyes..
It was invincible....it was gone...
and for the hundredth time i felt another piece of my heart fall
to pieces..
.i scanned your face dissecting every inch of it..
Wanting to see if you still cared
deep down ...
...I wanted you to tell me.that this was all a state of confusion you were gonna heal from..
...but your face was more than blank....it was ...
dead....
I was dying inside too inch by inch...piece by piece...right before you ...it was too much...
All you could do was watch me....watch me like I was going crazy......watch me drown deeper and deeper..
..all you could do was ..describe
the the bubbles that came out of it...
I was drowning ...
You dint save me...
Your lips were only inches away from mine. .but...
They never touched ....i wanted to move closer but you took a step back .
.its like you read my mind....i was your stranger while you were my home...
"I want to ."I said .."..but...but I can't let go...."
a tear dropped on my left cheek..
.you dint stop staring at me..
.and no..
it was not one of those romantic stares you gave me when we walked along the shores and the streets acting like we owned the world..the two of us .not caring how many eyes .watched.. .and how many spoke of us...
We were magic....
We were tragic..
Atleast that's what I thought...
.
You gave me a long cold stare ...i wished you'd stop ..
.for a long time you said nothing. ..then finally you parted your lips to speak..
it gave me hope .
..but then again I rember one more tear falling when you said
"It's not a request.......
.this is me saying goodbye.."
And with that you dropped my hand ..moved a step back and did the most
heartless thing.....
You made me watch you leave...
I stood frozen and waited for you to turn back one last time maybe...but you never did...
That was you clearly saying goodbye..
but you never waited to hear mine....
