So, I have a problem..
It's really embarrassing for me to say this online.. but I can't seem to cope with it any other way.
I can't seem to eat.
It's stupid and a disgusting cycle. No, I'm not eating small amounts.. but I'm struggling to eat..
I want it to stop.
I promise I'll explain this in the next post, but.. I don't know what to do. I always feel so self conscious of my body.. and it keeps me up at night.
I wonder if this is how it's going to be for the rest of my life.. me being insecure about the way I look.
Sometimes I can eat good and feel good.
but everyone around me.. it only feeds this stupid mindset.
I feel like I'm trapped and I don't know what to do..
~snow
