What is it like to lose something? Something so close to you. It can either just drift away slowly or simply just disappear in the blink of an eye. Kassie Brooks has experienced both these types of losses though but still has the chance to recover a...
A/n~ you're welcome in advance for the longer chapter plus the ending;) - S xx
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I got home a few hours ago and thankfully, Melissa wasn't here to nag me about my attitude or the clothing I choose to wear on a day to day basis. She doesn't treat neither me or Xavier right and my dad doesn't see that at all, he's just too attached to her to focus on his actual family instead.
It's now 5:10pm and I was sitting reapplying my makeup on my large white vanity. Being a makeup artist, I obviously own a lot of makeup but it's honestly slightly embarrassing just how much I actually own. In my room alone, I have a humongous white vanity covered in makeup and items I use daily with a large lit up mirror but then on the sides I have two impressively tall sets of drawers full to the brim. Along with that though I have a room which used to be our study but is now taken over as my beauty room which holds way too many beauty items for one girl on her own, that's all I'll say for that. I mean no girl can have too much makeup can they?
After finishing up my hair and face, I walk over to my closet assessing what to wear before deciding on a simple yet cute pink jumpsuit. Considering it was still really hot outside and I wasn't sure whether we were eating inside or not, I chose the simple route. Not too simple but not too fancy either.
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I slip on some cute gold sandals and grab my handbag throwing in my phone and other small items quickly before heading downstairs. Heading through into the lounge room I see my dad and Xavier on the leather couch together watching the soccer on tv and eating Doritos out of a large bowl. It makes me smile seeing them both so happy together when Melissa isn't here but if only dad could see what I see.
"Uhm I'm heading out for dinner tonight and won't be back 'til later." I shortly state watching my dad turn around on the couch looking at me curiously as I lean against the doorframe.
"That's fine sweetie, where are you going?" He questions picking another Dorito out of the bowl and shoving it into his mouth carelessly.
"Ah, j-just to the Styles' house, I bumped into Gemma today and she invited me over for dinner with her and Anne." I explain, feeling the words rush out of my mouth quickly trying to make this conversation sound normal even though I know for a fact my dad won't treat it that way. He stops eating his chips and looks up at me completely confused. Xavier's even managed to turn around from the tv now and joined in.
"Kassie, do you honestly think that's a good idea? You haven't seen them in years and if Harry's there then-" But I cut my dad off instantly.
"No. For starters if you listened I clearly stated that Harry won't be there, secondly I don't understand why it would be a bad decision at all. They've been apart of my life for majority of it and just because I haven't seen them for only a year and a half, doesn't mean I still don't see them as apart of my family. I still love them and I always will. And lastly, this is my decision and I choose to go so if people could please just stop trying to push me away from this and let me go, I would be really fucking grateful." I raise my voice slightly but I don't care anymore. I want to see them and that's my choice.
