Remnants (Patton's POV)

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T.W.: mentions of self harm, blood

"Congratulations you two!" Roman said when we told him that Logan had proposed to me, "I would hug you, but I can't move my arm."

"And you're staying in bed." Virgil reminded him. Roman pouted while Virgil continued, "But, guys seriously, congrats!"

"Thank you." Logan flushed and smiled while I giggled.

"So do you have a ring, Microsoft nerd?" Roman asked.

Logan nodded and held out his hand. The ring was a molten texture with a bunch of little blue diamonds.

"Woah..." Virgil said.

"Oh my stars! It's gorgeous!" Roman exclaimed.

Logan laughed a little, "Thank you, I love it almost as much as I love Patton."

"Awe! Logy!" I giggled and kissed him.

"More kissing!" Imaj groaned from the doorway.

Logan shook his head, "The readers like it, Imaj."

The youngest pouted, "yeah, but I don't see why."

"What are you talking about?" Virgil asked.

"Its nothing Virgil," Logan said.

"Oh... kay..." Virgil shook his head.

I laughed, "Why don't we gave a movie night tonight!"

"That's a fantastic idea, Padre!" Roman said.

"Ro..." Virgil started.

"I'll be fine Stormcloud." Roman kissed his fiance.

Virgil paused, "...fine."

"Yay!" Imaj jumped up and down, "Is Decy gonna come?"

"Why not!" I laughed.

The youngest giggled and ran out of the room to tell Deceit.

I smiled and pecked Logan on the cheek, "I'll go get the other kiddos if you set up the movie?"

"Alright Pat," Logan smiled.

I giggled and made my way to the kiddos room. I knocked on their door, which was split in half. One side grey and blue and the other side white and purple. The grey side had an M on it, while the other side had a P. Imaj usually slept in his little castle in the imagination, but we put an extra bed in the kid's room for sleepovers or other stuff.

The door opend and Pranks was standing there, rubbing his eyes.

"Sup dad?" He asked.

"Hey kiddo! We're gonna have a movie night here soon." I told him.

"Cool, Missy and I will be down in a minute." Pranks smiled.

"Okay kiddos!" I laughed.

Pranks closed the door and I took that as my que to leave. I made my way down the hall, humming happily, when all of a sudden I just felt... empty...

I dont even know how, but I ended up on the ground. Tears were running down my face as I quietly sobbed into my knees. I felt something drop onto my lap. Through tear blurred eyed I saw drops of blood landing on my pants. My cuts had reopened.

"Patton?" I heard Logan say, "oh, Pat..."

I felt his arms wrap around me.

"I feel for you but when did you believe you were alone?
You say that spiders crawled inside and made themselves a home
Where alliance once was

"Petrified of who you are and who you have become
You will hide from everyone, denying you need someone
To exterminate your bones

"Friend, please remove your hands from
Over your eyes for me
I know you want to leave but
Friend, please don't take your life away from me

"Living like a ghost you walk by everyone you know
You say that you're fine but you have lost your sway and glow
So I stopped by to let you know

"Friend, please remove your hands from
Over your eyes for me
I know you want to leave but
Friend, please don't take your life away from me

"Would you let me know your plans tonight
'Cause I just won't let go 'til we both see the light
And I have nothing else left to say
But I will listen to you all day, yes I will

"Friend, please remove your hands from
Over your eyes for me
I know you want to leave but
Friend, please don't take your life away from me."

"I-I'm sorry L-logan..." I sniffed.

"Shh, shh, you don't have to apologize." Logan ran his fingers through my hair, "What happened?"

"I-I don't know," I whispered, "I just felt really... bad all of a sudden."

"Are you feeling better now?" He asked.

"Kind of?" I answered, "not really."

"Why not?"

"I scratched open my cuts..." I admitted, my head hung low.

Logan sighed, "Lets get you cleaned up then, Pattoncake."

I let him pull me up gently and lead me to the bathroom. Logan grabbed a damp cloth and some gauze wrap. He cleaned my arms quietly.

"Are you mad at me, Logan?" I asked him.

He paused, "No Pat, I'm not mad at you."

"You're not?"

Logan shook his head, "No I'm a little sad that this happened, but I could never be mad at you, Pattoncake."

"I love you Logy." I gave him a small smile.

"I love you too, Pattoncake."

Logan gave me a small kiss before pulling away again.

"Do you still want to do a movie night?" He asked.

I nodded.

"Yes."

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