ROOM NO. 413

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Too tired to talk with my classmates.

I have friends: one filipina, two japanese and two koreans.

Asian...

Hinihintay ko sila dito sa Library...

Busy ako sa pagbabasa ng libro for accounting when a man stop in front of my table.

"Kris?" I said at tumingin. I don't know him

"You left this at Sky Castle Hotel." pagkakasabi nya nun napalunok ako.

Nanlamig.

Natakot.

Napayuko.

Nilapag nya sa tapat ko yung ID at yung kwintas ko.

Naliliyo ako sa mga nangyayari.

"Thanks." Sabi ko at inilagay yung ID at kwintas sa bag. But still, I am not looking at him.

"I... I just want to ask if you are okay." nakayuko pa rin ako.

I want to cry and slap him very hard.

But it was my fault too.

"Im okay. You can go." I looked at him.

He's wearing thick eye glasses. Light blue longsleeve and khaki pants.

I forced my self to smile...and he just left.

***

"I am here already." Sabi ko kay Kris he wants to have a picnic with the group.

"Hey!" sigaw ko nang makita sila.

"Mila this is Z. Short for Zachary. Unique right?" hindi ako makangiti. I want to force myself to smile.

But right now...I can't. I just can't.

At datingan na rin ang iba.

"Z is taking MSC in Neuroscience. He's with us last week. With Claire's friend."

"we'll just get something to drink." sabi ni kris at hinila si Anna my Filipina friend

"please. Not with some alcohol." sabi ko at hinilot ang aking ulo.

At nang kami na lang dalawa..

"Please. Just forget what happened last week and I am hoping that it will be just between me and you." sabi ko and he was just slicing the cake.

Napabuga na lang ako.

"I am gonna ask you once again. Are you okay?" nakukulitan at naiinis na ako.

"Yes! And why? Should I be not okay?" hindi ko alam pero nagagalit na talaga ako.

"The bed...the bed has a blood stains... And I was worried if..." tumayo ako kaagad

"Stop talking about it. Just forget that night. Okay?" kainis.

Kailangan kong mag CR.

Hindi na ako nagsabi...umalis na lang ako at iniwan yung bag ko.

I was looking at the mirror.

Namumutla ako.

I am a low blood person. Masyado ata ako napuyat sa trabaho at pag aaral.

Hindi ko nakayanan ang liyo.

Naramdaman ko na lang ang malamig na sahig sa cr.