i'm so confused. i'm so confused. it's like i don't understand anything or anyone anymore. shit, i don't even understand myself. maybe this is a sign. maybe i should just give up. maybe slitting my wrist will finally clear this daze my mind has been in for months. fuck man, i just wanna sleep. i just want to stop feeling so damn lost and confused. why can't i understand? why can't i fucking understand? i feel so stuck in this confusion. god i'm so exhausted.
