I want it to be painless
When my soul leaves my body
And everything around me
Everything I knew I was
Was not me anymore.
I want it to be quick
Like a fleeting touch on the lips
Like falling asleep
Only to never wake up again.
I want it to be deep
Like drowning in the sea
Feeling the water fill up my lungs
Panicking but finally becoming
A part of it.
I want it to be with you
Looking in my eyes until they
Don't shine anymore
So that my soul does not leave my body
Alone.
-to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
