I wasn't there today
I missed you but
I am sure you didn't
I am sure you didn't even
Notice my
Absence.
I don't why
I need you to
Function.
Why I need you
To be
Sane.
I need help
But you aren't the one to
Give it to me.
I am sure you
Wouldn't want to bother.
You had always been
Carefree
Reckless
Selfish.
You were the waves
Ebbing onto the shore
You touched
But
Never stayed.
But we couldn't exist
Without the other.
Perhaps
That was the reason why
We kept coming back,
Held on to
Each other.
Our love couldn't help but
Be toxic.
I was fire and you
Were water.
I can't live without you
Because I need
Pain
To live
And I know you will
Kill me
One day.
Maybe that would be
For the
Best.
