Falling for My Gangleader

Snip Snip Snip

(Angel)

Vince's POV

I walked away kissing Char goodbye leaving her to talk with her other brother. I walked over to my parents and I could tell her eyes were still trained on me. After talking to my parents for a bit I walked outside to get a breath of fresh air.

"Hey you," her voice stopped me in my tracks. How in the world was Angel here? Why was she here? Was this some kind of sick joke? "Angel?" I questioned still not believing my eyes or ears. "In the flesh," she responded pulling me in for a hug. "How have you been handsome?" She asked in her seductive voice, I knew that voice well and I knew exactly what she wanted. I should have left I needed my feet to move but I was stuck. "I've been okay Angel, I'm building the gang and I have a serious... erm, girlfriend," I don't know why it was so hard to say that to her, I would shout it from the rooftops how much I loved Charlie, why couldn't I now? Angel changed me, I never had control when it came to her. "I don't believe that for a second Vin, you're not the type, otherwise we would have made it worked," she responded hushing me and giggling a bit. I was pissed about what she said but I couldn't help but think it was true, Angel and I were great together, weren't we? "No uh Char and I are going strong," I responded weakly trying to get my brain to work. I love Charlie, I'm happy with her, nowhere in me do I want Angel back, why was I entertaining this? "If you're going so strong why are you out here with me instead of in there with her?" She asked. "I needed some air, I don't know," I responded, what is wrong with me? Tell her to F*ck off and go get your girl! What was happening to me, I wanted to be inside with Char I wanted to hold her and to be kissing her! But Angel was right in front of me holding me captive in her presence. "You do know Vin, you wanna kiss me," she said slowly. No, I don't I wanna kiss Charlie, where was Charlie. Before I could make a move, my mind now made up that I was going to find my girl, Angel closed the distance between us and I was kissing her, her hands in my hair My hands still on the railing enclosing the rather large balcony.

"Oh my god!" I heard Kai say. Why was Kai out here, why was I still kissing Angel? "What? Oh my..." then nothing she didn't finish her sentence but those three words were enough to snap me out of the kiss I pushed Angel off of me and looked at the girl I love. "No, it's not, Char baby, please..."

I ran after her as she kept running down the hall. She was fast for being extremely unathletic along with being in a dress and heels, but I was faster. I caught her hand and pulled her towards me, I shouldn't have spun her around, the tears running down her cheeks were almost too much to bear, I made that happen, I did that to the only girl I have ever truly deeply loved. "baby I... she kissed, no that's not, I shouldn't have let that happen... I love you, I need you... baby..." my sentence was incoherent I couldn't string words together because everything that I was trying to say didn't seem good enough and all I could really think about was how the love of my life was standing in front of me broken and how I was the one to break her. "No I can't be here I can't talk to you, I'm going to go with Jay back to the compound grab my stuff and be out by the time you get back, you stay here you have fun at this party and I will disappear, no drama right?" Everything came out shaky I could tell she didn't wanna leave but she thought it was the only way. "No, no, no, no," I couldn't say anything else I fell to my knees My eyes filling up. "You obviously want her, you're done with me I get it... you said no drama and I promised I would follow your rules... goodb..." I cut her off. "No! I'm still your gang leader I still tell you what to do. You are not leaving!" I didn't know what else to say I just knew if she would have finished that word I would be the one broken. I stood up and my tone was final, I hated that I had to be cold with her but obviously my begging wasn't getting through to her and I couldn't let her leave me. "Fine, but can Jay drive me back to the compound? I don't feel much like partying any longer," she responded weakly not looking at me. "No," I replied but she cut me off. "You said you'd never tell me I had to be somewhere, that I was free to go as I please." "You are Char but Jay isn't driving you, I will be," I responded hoping she would forgive me on the way home. "Let me tell the boys and we'll be on our way," I continued smiling softly at her.

I got in the driver's seat and she sat silently in the passenger. She didn't wanna be upfront with me but I told her she had to and helped her in against her wishes. "Why are you doing all this? Don't you wanna stay here with her?" Charlie asked as I sat down. "Her name is Angel shes my ex for a reason and I would literally never want to be anywhere you are not," I responded letting my soft side come back out hoping to get her to forgive me easier. "No, you can't kiss her and then say you wanna be with me always! That's not how this works!" She responded, her cold side shining through. "Charlie Rose Turner I f*cked up okay! But I love you Charlie, YOU!" I responded looking at her for just a split second before I looked back at the road as not to kill her. "Vincent, don't say things you don't mean," she responded using my full first name. "I would never when it comes to you... I may have to lie for my job and I may lie to others because of reasons depending on the situation but Charlie I will always tell you the whole truth. Yes I kissed her and I f*cking hate myself for it but the whole time I was trying to tell myself to find you... she does something to me and maybe it's because I loved her at one point when I didn't think I would ever love anyone, I don't know, but I would have stopped the kiss and I would have found you because you are the only one I want to kiss." I responded being as open and honest with her as possible. I stopped at a stoplight and I have never been so thankful for them. "I'm mad at you, don't get me wrong but I was already upset when I saw her kissing you. My parents were there tonight and I had to deal with all that... I don't forgive you fully but I do forgive you, kiss me and let me remind you who you love." She responded and I'm surprised I let her get out the whole sentence before my lips were on hers. Green, I have never hated to see a green light in my life but a lot of things were off tonight. I broke the kiss and finished the drive back to the compound. "I don't need reminding I know who I love, and don't think you're not telling me about your parents when we get inside," I said after I regained my breath from our kiss.

Inside I picked up my girl and brought her to my bed for the long conversation we were about to have. "Vince I need to take my makeup off and get out of this dress!" She squealed as I dropped her on my bed. "Okay let's go to the bathroom," I responded hoping she would get that I wasn't letting her out of my sight again for a while. "Vince privacy!" She replied, her voice in a slightly higher pitch. "Sorry babe can't have you running off on me, I'm stuck like glue."

The next morning I woke up to the most beautiful girl in my arms cuddled into my body. We worked things out last night but that didn't mean I was out of the dog house so why was she cuddled into me? I didn't know but I did know I wasn't about to move her away.

We talked about her parents last night and everything that happened at the party and I felt like shit for not being there for her and not being the one to rescue her and for leaving her with her brother. I was also upset that the whole party knew her personal business and that she was on display as if she was a piece of artwork but there was nothing I could do about that today. What I could do was make sure I was the best boyfriend in the world from here on out.

"Good morning Vince," she said breaking me from my thoughts. "Good morning my little angel how'd you sleep?" I asked and her face turned malicious. "Don't ever use that pet name on me again or you can say goodbye to little Vince, Got it!" She responded in a deadly voice. "Never again I swear my love, my gorgeous girl," I said hands up in defense trying out some other pet names. "I'm not kidding 'snip, snip, snip'," she looked me dead in the eyes. "Cross my heart hope to die gorgeous."