breakthrough

barely breathin chapter 26

~2 years later~

Ariana's POV

so it's been 2 years now, me and blake are engagged  i'm working on my sweetner album at 26 blake is 28 kendall is 27 and this song is called breathin' i told kendall after it's uploaded to listen to it he said he would even blake was there when i told him they are in the studio so they both can hear it here goes nothing 

"some days things just take way to much of my energy i look up and the whole room's spinning you take my cares away i can so over-complicate people tell me to medicate  feel my blood runnin swear the skies falling how do i know if this shit's fabricated? time goes by and i can't control my mind don't know what else to try but you taught me every time just keep breathin', and breathin' and breathin' i know i gotta keep keep on breathin just keep breathin', and breathin, and breathin' i know i gotta keep keep on breathin'  sometimes it's hard to find, find my way up into the clouds tune it out, they can be so loud you remind me of time when things weren't so complicated all i need is to see you're face feel my blood runnin' swear the skies fallin" (you can hear the rest in the video above) i finish singing and kendall looks down i sigh and blake gives me a sad look also "what's wrong baby?" i ask "i got a call from my sister cassandra she's pregnant by miles who cheated on maya with her so i have to leave for a few weeks" he says my smile falls i don't even say anything i just walk out and head home once i'm home i lay in bed thinking of {everything i've been through i've been through so much yet i'm still alive but i'm bearly breathin' i just healed from the whole kendall thing and now this? really?} "do you really have to go blake?" i ask "it's just for a few weeks baby i promise we will talk every night i'm gone" he says i sigh "do you really think i will be alright on my own? no offense to kendall but he did it once who's to say he won't do it again?" i ask he sighs "i don't know baby i'm stuck myself" he snaps i look down "i can't believe you snapped at me i thought it was me and you against the world??" i ask he sighs "baby it is when i get back we will plan our wedding and it will be beautiful i swear i'll be back for good this time that's a promise" he says 

~2 hours later~

well blake's gone to be with his sister and ashleigh is on her honeymoon with dakota so i'm alone again i get a call from an unknown number i shrug and answer it "hello?" i ask "hey ariana" kendall says "sup?" i ask "nothing much i know blake's gone and so is ashleigh i thought we could talk?" he asks "i really don't feel like talking kendall so i'm going to hang up bye" i say hanging up and putting my phone on my nightstand i lay in bed reading on my laptop i sigh and log into facebook i get a video chat request from blake i accept "hey gorgeous" blake says "hello handsome" i say in a british accent he laughs "have you been crying?" he asks i nod" kendall called wanting to talk but i told him i didn't feel like talking and hung up" i say he nods "i'm sorry baby i know you're hurting and you miss me but don't forget our wedding plans when i get back i'll be home in 2weeks that's when she's due okay?" he asks i sigh "alright handsome i'm going to bed i love and miss you so much" i say  he smiles "aww babygirl i love and miss you so much too get some sleep and i'll call you tommrow?" he asks "yes you will" i say smiling "alright night gorgeous" he says "night handsome" i say as we end the call together 

A/N: wow he left again ariana is just getting over this kendall thing and now this?? really?? come on now!!!!! right? lol anyways when blake does return he won't be leaving without her anymore but there will be drama but not between ariana and blake you think about that and i'll see you in the next chapter of breakthrough stay tuned and stay amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!