Stormy Thoughts

Worry

I'm not like many teens my age,
I don't go out to parties,
I don't hang out with friends,
Not cause I don't want too,
Its just when I try,
My Thoughts...
What if I call and something bad happen.
  What if its my fault that they get hurt, cause I wanted to go.
    What if I make them sad.
I know I shouldn't be feeling this way,
But i can't help it,
I don't know how to make it stop,
I tend to avoid deep conversation,
I don't call or text anyone,
Because everytime I try,
Here comes the thoughts...
What if I cause them to get injury.
   What if i make them sad.
     What if something happen.
It'll all be my fault.