Cold ~Septiplier~

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Jack's POV:

I stood there, still in disbelief. "M-Mark...I." Mark stopped me.

"It's fine, Jack. We can talk about it once we get to my house." Mark opened the passenger door to his car. I took a step back, rubbing my arm.

"I....I can't go with you." I looked down. "I can't, my mom will be worried." Mark sighed but nodded.

"I'll drop you off at home if you want." I nodded and hesitated as I took the seat in Mark's car. Mark shut the door and got into the driver seat. I put on the seatbelt and Mark did the same, I look at my hand, messing with them, trying to avoid Mark's gaze as he looked at me in the rear view mirror. Mark sighed and started the car driving off, I looked out my window, I could feel Mark's eyes on me, he'd glance at me every now and then. "What's your address?" I finally look at Mark.

"Just take me to the school. I can walk from there." I said blankly. Mark once again looked at me. He shrugged and nodded going toward the school.

We soon arrived at the school and Mark stopped the car putting it in park, then turned and looked at me. "Have a good night ok? And be careful." Mark smiled softly, "Call me if you need anything." I nodded and thanked Mark and got out of the car, walking the rest of the way home, I took a deep breath and opened the door, it reeked of alcohol.

I look at the living room to see my dad in his chair, he looked at me and stood up, stumbling. "Where the hell were you, you little shit?!" He slurred.

"I-I was--." I was stopped by a slap in the face, I hold my cheek and look at my sad excuse of a father.

"You're such a failure, do you hear me fucker? A failure!" He pushes me into the front door, I fall to the floor. "And that's all you'll ever be! A gay fucking failure." He turned and went back to his chair, like nothing happened and grabbed a bottle of whiskey, sipping it. I look at the carpet, tears falling to the ground, I trembled on the ground.

I stood up and went straight to the bathroom, I looked through the medicine cabinet, I grabbed a pill bottle, my heart pounding.

^Warning^

I stared at the orange pill bottle, I didn't care what pills they were, I opened the pill bottle, spilling all of the pills into my hand. I stared at the pills, my body shaking with fear and anxiety, adrenaline pumping in my veins. I swallow thickly as I looked at the white pills, I huffed in defeat and put the pills back in the bottle, putting the bottle back in its place. I close the medicine cabinet and look at myself in the small bathroom mirror. I turn and walk out of the bathroom.

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I walks to my room and close my door, leaning against the wooden door, I look at my ceiling, I slide down my door and sob burying my face in my knees.

I'm a FAILURE.

Word count: 530. This chapter is really...oof, sorry for the ones who are sensitive to this stuff. '^^