Ugly

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First thing I'm not "one of those girls".The girls who starts off pretty or demands there not beautiful just to hear that they are beautiful ,amazing,confident and kind. I'm not someone who says "I don't judge people by the way they look" ,because I do.If you look scary and wear dark clothes I promise I won't desired ever to say hello or try to interrupt your life.I was a ugly little child ,never had to much friends, and boys never really gave me a thought or a glance. My hair was brown and flat kinda like sand paper.My face was small and kinda gross,I was always ashamed of that fact.

So you can see how I was as a kid,kinda shy and not really trusting of others. Soon I moved away from all the comments about being ugly cause I knew,my mother knew and my step-dad they all knew I was ugly ,that I wouldn't make it there anymore. They put me into a city,I was still pretty young but not as ugly ,I had nicer hair that I dyed black and I started filling out all my women parts. No boys liked me and I still had few friends. No one really notices the ugly girl with the weird haircut. I knew I was ugly but I didn't care. I went to school to learn not fight back or tell them I'm not ugly,I knew what I was.

After all my elementary life ended going to junior high started. That summer I filled out and it was more then all the other girls,I was the tallest,the biggest breasted,I even had fully amazing brown hair. I still thought I was ugly like any other girl. That year grade seven I met people of all kinds and for once I had friends more then one or two who hated me. I had real friends who knew I was beautiful and saw me as so. They didn't see little ugly girl with funky shoes,they saw a pretty girl with funny shoes. I was happy my friends grew and I developed more as a person as well as a women. High school I wasn't popular but I had a friend group that surrounded me. They never knew me in elementary so they saw pretty ,amazing ,funny girl no more ugly. I'm not ugly is what I would say. Boys started taking notice ,dated many never long enough to trust cause I always thought about I am ugly and always will be. I'm not very self confident but no one knows that but me other then that everyone see's the girl with long brown hair,brown eyes,and is taller then most guys.

So here I am last year of school ready for more friends in a new school as the girl who fell for the wolf......

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