Simply Fading Away {rant book}

I'm not okay

I've taken a nose dive with my mental health.
Not even my counselor can help me.
-Kirika

⚠️Trigger waning⚠️

~To the people who would care if I died~

I'm depressed
I have no reason to like be this
I just am

I can't sleep at night
The fear of waking up to find out that one of my friend's have taken their life
Keeps me from doing so

I cut myself
I need to feel something
Even though it hurts me

I can't cry
I've cried so much that
I have no more tears left

I'm broken beyond repair
My heart shatters each time I look at my friend
Her arms are littered with scars

I'm fine

.

.

.

Please

.

.

.

Save me

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I'm sorry

I am not okay

I took out the blade from my pencil sharpener

I'm not alright

And slit my wrist

I don't feel okay

One then two then three

I don't feel alright

Blood came from the slits

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Someone help me

I need somebody to save me

Someone to care

I need somebody to love me

For the real me

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