June 18th 1998

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Dear Sea,
I'm not quite sure if anyone will ever read these but I need to write. I can't share my feelings but I also can't keep them inside, that's how I got here. I fake a smile everyday and everyone believes it. Hi I'm Paxton the "popular girl". I have the cute quarterback boyfriend Mark, my best friend Genesis is student body president, and I'm head cheerleader. I thought my life was perfect up until yesterday. I found out I'm sick. The first issue was me being on a strict diet, that ended up being me starving myself and now I'm apparently "anorexic". Then I found out that I'm not really the only person in my head. I was diagnosed with roughly having 6 other personalities besides "Paxton". I take 3 prescription "medicines" because I don't eat and now I have to see a therapist 4 times a week now for my "personalities". I was scared to tell anyone about the things the doctors told me, I thought I would become a "freak" or people would call me "gross". I went home and lost it. I had a full on mental breakdown, that included crying for 4 solid hours, cutting my hair, and running away(I was found shortly after). Oh yeah and I was told I have cancer.

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