Hi guys so nobody has read this properly because it is only one part so I am going to change it all
I know there are a few mistakes about the previous chapter but I think this should be more talked about so even my experiences might help people and that is what I want to do so thank you
In 2017
I finally came out to everyone that I cared for some took it well some thought it was funny and pretended to love me and like I am I love to quickly and they took advantage of my love and used me and my body for their own happiness and pleasure it's why I romantically I am more interested in woman rather then men yes I still find men attractive I mean come one Brendon urie anyone lol anyway
I mean come on look at him anyway back on track lol I find it very hard to trust guys with my love it's why I find it much easier to love woman I mean I still feel attracted to them it's just I trust woman more then men because of past experiences but I have been with men after this happened but it didn't last very long.
I felt very insecure about me and my sexuality and everything that was happening with my family it took my over the edge I suffer with a lot of things and all this pressure didn't help me.
I felt so insecure that I wanted to get rid of my breasts now I am not transgender I don't have anything bad to say about so don't take that the wrong way I have many friends that I am close to that are trans I liked some parts of my body but I didn't like some others like my long hair I chopped it all of and went for a short haircut which my parents liked better and so did
I am non binary so I don't like to be female or male I am just they, them so me with joy hair and breasts makes me seem like a woman that why I wanted to get rid of them however my transgender friend recommended I use a binder but I could never find one bigger enough for me that will not hurt to much I have some chest problems so I struggle to breath sometimes so I can't put it on too tight.