Dear Ray,
You see, I was almost fine and almost over everything, but then again, your mother came over, and then my hopes got up, and I expected seeing you, and at some point I felt happy.
I expected too much I guess, because when I saw that she came alone, I felt down again, and God, saying that I got high expectations and I crashed hard right away, and saying that it hurt, would be one big understatement.
I wanted to see you.
~F
