your voice... Calling Me... Has been haunting my dreams... And now I'm losing sleep... I've Always wanted to try the taste of belonging to somebody...
But I didn't know it'd be this sweet... It's forever
intoxicating...
And the heartbreaking thing is... I'm not even yours... I've woken up to reality's ruthless,and unforgiving shores... Crashing upon me... Till like the locked doors of this unfamiliar new home and sheets of this bed too big... I'm cold... To the core... Till I'm left gasping... Begging for release...
Despite that I already have nothing... Cause I already told you... You always deserve... Everything...
So I'm left suffering for eternity... With all my heart's loving... Till I'm stood frozen... On death's door... Forevermore...
And before I forget... It was all these little things about you... That drove me mad... Then To crazy... Then this blissful level... Of insanity...
~Oct. 23,2018
