How do i really feel?
Am i happy?
Am i sad?
what i really feel is..
Pain.
Pain? Why? From who?
It's a who.
A person whom i met on the first day of school.
At first,i was intimidated by him.
Why? He's cute,no,he's handsome.
I don't want to describe him.
It makes me miss him more.
It's been a weeks since we had a talk.
why? He knew that i like him.
And i know he don't entertain those people, including me.
It hurts deep inside that i want to befriend by him and not to take a deeper stage or should i say lovers.
I'm not that kind of girl.
I just want to be with him neither a schoolmate nor a lover.
Just a friend.
That's all i'm asking for.
Is it hard to give?
I can't blame him for acting like that.
I felt it too when someone had a crush on me and i turn him down and does'nt talk to him.
How long will i suffer from this pain?
Is it endless? Or will it stop? How can i make it stop?
Maybe i just need to go away.. from him.
I notice,i'm being like this.
Always sad and thinking about him.
I guess i just need a little space to make my heart back to it's own appearance.
