i totally forgot to write about this, but it has been stuck in my head for a few weeks now.
when i was in spain in august i saw a girl on the bus with a larry lockscreen and i really wanted to go to her and talk with her about them, but the bus was kinda really full & my mum was there and explaining to her why i would talk to a random girl would've taken much too long.
on another day we visited a museum and in front of the shop i saw a girl wearing a yellow tpwk shirt. i just- i hated myself so much for being so shy in these moments. i did really want to talk to her. ask her if she was on a concert of his, since when she's liked haz/1d.
i just - i got angry at myself after that.
