Sorys Of How It Feels

depression

Imagine your self in the middle of a room  you look at the ground and see that there is blood on your feet and legs. You don't know if it is yours or someone else's. You have a bag but you don't Know what is in it. You take the bag and open it and what is in side frightens you. What is in side is a head not any head but yours. It is bloody and tongue is cut out and there is a sentence on your face. The sentence is "YOU DON'T MATTER." You start to cry and new sentences appears. "CRY BABY NO WOULD MISS YOU." Shadows start to appear they say "STOP BEING SO SAD" "STOP BEING SO SELFISH THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU." The shadows start to get bigger and bigger. They start to sround you. They start to get sticky and they start dripping on you. It feels like someone is choking you and you can't breathe. But there is a light there is a tunnel and there are people your mom dad friends boyfriend or girlfriend. They are telling you that "you can do it don't give in you are loved and appreciated." You start to fight the shadows. you struggle to get the shadows off of you. You reach out to them and start to run to them the bag still with you but you start to feel it way you down. So you pull it off of you. The shadows are still following you but you are faster but one small shadow is ceching up to you and laches it's self to you but you don't worry about it and you reach the people that love you and in that group people start hugging you and congratulate you but there is a new face in the crowd. It is me you are not alone there have been other people like you. Even I have been there. You may not know me or even like my story but if you need to talk I am here. Ask me if you want to do another story about some other mental ilness