So before we get started on my life story my name is Paige, I'm 19 years of age, I have short black hair, I love being sarcastic and well that's it I'm not really a fun person I literally hate everything now let's begin.
Its been three years since my parents died I was always left alone so it wasn't a difference to me. There are nights where I feel alone and empty its like I don't belong in this world anymore and I'm still in college so everything's just frustrating the shit out of me, most times I don't even know what to do, your probably thinking that I have no reason to be mad, sad or angry but yes I fricking do life is not like pulling out a tooth and then your pain is magically over there's a lot you still have to face. A few months back I had a boyfriend named Jackson, the first two weeks that we had together was wonderful he was everything a girl could ask for until a prettier version of you comes along, the worst lie I've ever heard from boys are (I'll never leave) at first those three words are everything you wanna hear. The other girl eventually made Jackson break up with me, that hurt like shit. After that I started to feel insecure and scared about what other emotions could come it was my first time ever being dumped, forever and always is only a fairytale well I could say that on my behalf.
I eventually started suffering from depression, I couldn't eat and not to mention I dropped out of school, all this is what you call a serious heartbreak some people deal with it better than others. In this case this is the worst way. I've reached the point where I don't care anymore, its not healthy but there's nothing I can do.
Note: a new story I'm trying please tell me if you like it.
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Suicidal Getaway
Teen FictionA lonely girl always tries to take her life but never succeeds she eventually found love and her pain ended.
