Seuside Diary

Chapter three

Dear (I hate the word Diary sooo)

Another day.
Just my luck (sarcasm on point).



What's the point in waking up? Oh well I guess Its time I said my prayers " Dear lord, me again I'm here asking for the same thing again, please accept me I really cant take it down here I'm drowning in sorrow, I know it was written in your word that you won't give us more than we can bear but I really think you forgot about me, I'm the one that don't matter, the one people use and refuse, the one that yearns only to be loved and accepted by anyone even if its one person. Lord you know my heart and mind, eventhough they don't accept me I was hoping you would, please lord PLEASEEEEE               *sobs loudly

On my way to work, scratch that Volunteering and I say volunteering because I'm not paid eventhough I'm here 7 days a week 365 days a year with no time to myself, typical example I was at the saloon a few days before my birthday, I laid out all the work for a few weeks, followed up with customers cleaned the office, visited clients offices, closed transactions at the bank and anything else I could do to get myself half day off on saturday to do my hair and lashes but oh boy what a disaster that was I went into work for 7:30am in case I was needed however, everything was quiet and my boss/uncle told me to go ahead because I wouldn't be needed what a relief that was. It took me 30 minutes to get into the busy city and another 20 to select and purchase the items I needed before heading to the saloon. " aah I can't tell you how good it feels to be getting my hair done after about 2 years of letting my hair grow out natural" I told the beautician " well hun you need keep up with your routine if you want to look great I smiled and thought to myself if only It were that simple.